I sent out that pathetic, desperate email and you guys came to the rescue. I had a couple of days have were awesome on the phones! YAY! special shout outs to the following dudes:

PvtBeaker - we hadn’t talked for almost a YEAR, but that call was just as awesome as any other we’ve ever had. Thanks for being cool.
A new East coaster who’s called a few times…your phone SUCKED today, but we got back on track! YAY!
The meanest school teacher - threaten to kill, maim or otherwise permanently damage me as long as you give me a chance to earn my A! lol so good to hear from you after so long.
Kalen - mmm bi or not, you’re hot as hell and I love every call with you. So glad you’re still around…
kendog714 - that next door neighbor fantasy is yummy. Love that.

I went and saw the boy on Saturday. It was amazing, of course. It’s been a couple of months since we broke up now and there’s no real reunion on the horizon, but it’s nice to still see him every once in awhile. The sex was surprisingly phenomenal, honestly. I knew it would be good because it had been so long, but he busted out some new tricks and I was highly impressed.

Yesterday I just stayed home pretty much and then went out to dinner with my roomie. It was slow again yesterday and featuring just straight up is not working for me anymore so I do need to figure something out here soon. Like I said, I had a couple of really good days, but then it died right back down. I have been looking for another job, but so far haven’t seen anything that I’m interested in.

I think I’ll try to work on a story today. My roomie’s gonna get mad at me because I won’t want to go to the gym, but if I stay here and play Dance, Dance Revolution as my work out, at least I can take calls while I’m doing it. A trip to the gym is usually at least 2 hrs. away from the house because it takes us about 15 mins. to get there.

So hey, hit me up if you see me online or taking calls! Hope you all had a great weekend

Ok, so no, I’m not quite done freaking out, but I figure that it probably won’t help anything anyway so…I’m a little calmer.

A brief perusal of the craig’s list job openings didn’t quite help either. I know, I know, CL certainly isn’t the only job place out there, but ugh. I don’t even HAVE a resume and it’s been over three years since I even worked for anyone else. The thought of going through that whole process is kind of overwhelming me. Ok, deep breath again.

Thanks to everyone who did email or call me last night, I really appreciate it. I accidentally emailed a couple of flirts too (they were on my list) and some of them were really nice too. It did make me feel a little bit better.

So here’s the plan…I’m just gonna see what happens. I will try to write another story, MAYBE attempt to make another recording and just try to wait it out. For now though, my main listing is only $1.50/min. so take advantage of that boys!

In other news, I had a bunch of Amazon gift certificates I got from a guy and I bought Dance Dance Revolution for our Wii. It got here yesterday. Erin plays it a lot but I’d never played it. Holy cow, that is SO FUN!

I accidentally hit the expert level though and it just completely boggled my mind. I high tailed it to youtube and lo and behold, there are some insane freaks who can actually DO that! I saw a FIVE YEAR OLD bouncing around that dance pad like he was possessed by some kind of demon. It’s absolutely insane.

I told my roomie today that I’m skipping the gym. I’m just gonna strap on my Polar fitness watch and go to down with the new game. I’ll just go til I burn 300 calories! haha

So that’s my plan for today…hang out and hope against all hope that my phone rings, play Dance Dance Revolution and eat spaghetti for dinner. Sounds like a blast, huh? Call me and help me spice up my day!

I’m looking for a new job. I’ve been on Niteflirt now for over 3 yrs. and it’s been amazing. Sure, there have been times when I’ve needed a break, but overall I’ve had a great time. I love doing phone sex. The flexible schedule, being my own boss, the creativity involved with calls and stories, sharing my life and meeting new people have all been fantastic.

I guess with the economy the way it is, the industry is just suffering. Well, I don’t even really know if that’s it, I guess. I’m scared to ask you all why you’re not calling anymore because I’m not sure I want to hear the answer. But today I think was the final straw…last month was slow all around, but not horrific. I did “ok”.

I have been signed in for 10 hours today and after featuring my listing, I’ve lost money. Yep. I’ve been in ALL day and I haven’t made one cent. Yesterday was almost as bad and last week I only made goal one day even though I signed in all seven.

I don’t have the money to redo my site and I’m not even sure that would help. My last story didn’t really sell, so I’m not quite motivated to do another one right now to try and help. I know a lot of other girls are suffering right now too.

So it’s official, I’m looking for a new job. I don’t have plans to quit Niteflirt 100% right now because I’m fairly positive that it will be impossible for me to find a job that replaces the income I’ve become used to…so I will be doing it full time until I find something else and then part time after that.

I guess I will casually ask you to email me and tell me why you haven’t called in awhile if you are one of those who hasn’t…please do it anonymously though, ok? I am a sensitive girl and I don’t want to know exactly who doesn’t like me anymore…the lack of calls is loud enough. I told a few girls I would share the info though if anyone wrote in.

In the meantime, don’t worry…I’m not going to go all pity party on you if you call in, I’m a little more professional than that. But hey, if you read this and you’ve ever had a great call with me, throwing a call or a tip my way would be appreciated right about now!

Erin and I spent four full days together, so of course we did more than just have a bunch of crazy sex. Thursday we had that crazy night, Friday we went out to a bar with a couple of guys that were so lame, we ditched them pretty much right away. We were both pretty wiped from the night before (I was still drunk when I woke up and ended up yakking my breakfast on the side of the road around noon haha), so we just headed home to snuggle and do calls.

Saturday we played Wii all day. Yep, I said Wii. My roomies got a new big ol’ flat screen tv and a Wii system on Saturday. They went NUTS and got like 15 games too, so we were playing Wii sports and Mario Kart. I played Mario Kart yesterday for um, about 10 hrs. straight. What’s worse is that I feel another Wii marathon coming on today. How insane is that? And we haven’t even played the other games!

We did manage to drag ourselves out for a few hours Saturday night to go dancing. Live music, flirting, grinding…all the makings of an awesome time.

Sunday night we went out to a nice dinner at a Japanese steak house and then to see “My Best Friend’s Girl.” If you like Dane Cook’s comedy, you’d probably think it’s pretty funny. I could definitely tell that he improv’d (is that a word? I just made it up) a lot of the dialogue. Either that or he had a writer who knew his style perfectly. I was stoned, so maybe it seemed funnier than it would have been if I weren’t stoned, but hey…that’s the best way to watch comedies!

It dragged a bit in the middle, but I’d say it’s definitely worth renting. I honestly cracked up at a few lines…it made me want to dig up an old Dane Cook CD I have, but it’s not on my Itunes lame! The skits he has on that CD about working at Burger King were hilarious.

Erin’s gone now and spending time with her this past week made me realize how much I miss her when she’s not here. I think I’m leaning more and more toward moving out of Cali and heading up to Portland. How weird would it be if we were actually “together” and slept in the same bed every single night? I don’t know how that would work if we were both still dating men…it’s just so complicated, but I bet if we really tried, we could figure something out that would work for us. All that matters is that we’re happy, right?

I skipped going to the gym all 4 days she was here and honestly, I feel kinda crappy because of it. But yesterday I made half of what I normally do for some reason, even after I sent out that email about my threesome, so I don’t think I can really afford to head out even for an hour. I took those 4 days off that she was here too so I’m really behind for the month now.

So…if you see me on, give me a call! I’d love to talk. Oh yeah and btw, if you see my call button and it says “on alerts”, that means I AM available. I’m just not all the way available because I might be sleeping or doing something I’m concentrating on, but I would answer the phone if someone called…I just don’t want to be advertising myself in the main list on Niteflirt.

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Yep, I did it. Those of you who know me know that even though I’ve had quite a few girl/girl/guy and girl/girl/girl threesomes, I’d never been in a threesome with two guys.

I did it for the first time with two military boys (21 and 22 yrs. old) and it was absolutely incredible. It’s been like four days and I’m STILL sore. Yes, Erin was there too but it’s kind of a long story…I’d love to tell you all about it!

I’m taking calls alone again now (Erin left this morning) and I’m horny as fuck. Call me up and let me tell you about my threesome! *so excited*

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