**WARNING** Don’t read if you don’t want to see me as a real human being! If I’m nothing but a fuck slut to you, skip this entry!

So um, hey…some of you know that I co-own a house with my cousin. We’ve lived here around 5 yrs. or so. Anyway, it’s been on the market for the past few months because we got caught with an ARM and our payment had gone up $1000 a month over the past two years (and then back down a tiny bit last adjustment). I had called two months back and asked if there was anything they could do to lower it because it was just crazy and they said no because it was for sale.

I called back a couple of weeks ago and talked to someone else who immediately informed me that regardless of whether it was for sale, we qualified for a mortgage modification that would drop our interest rate back down to what it originally was. That lowers our payment over $700 a month! It’s only $100 more than it was when we first got the mortgage!

I am so damn excited. We’re taking the house off the market and even though I might still move, now my roomies can afford to stay here by themselves if they decide to just cash me out somehow. What’d I do to celebrate? I WENT SHOPPING! HAHAHA

This month’s payment is still the super high one, but hey, whatever. Even with a shopping spree, we can still pay it before we’re 30 days late so by God, I’m getting some new shoes. If this had happened last month, I could have stayed in my photography class.

I’m gonna go out shopping again today. I tried to find some shoes yesterday but couldn’t really. Well, that’s not totally true. I did find a pair of cute little sandals at Nordstrom, but didn’t have my bank card with me and my cousin didn’t have enough to cover them cause they were $90. Maybe I’ll go back today and get them.

It’s kinda funny because as I’ve gotten older, I’ve changed my mind a bit about buying expensive things. Not that $90 shoes are really THAT expensive, but I used to be a “shop at the mall, buy shoes at Payless” kinda girl. I still shop at the mall, but the stores I go to are definitely different these days. I hate buying things that fray, fall apart or just generally look like crap after two washes. I bought a super cute purse just a couple of months ago at Ross and it already has threads sticking out all over the place. My Coach bag is two years old, has gotten a lot of use and still looks almost new.

So yeah, I think I’ll go get those shoes. I’d rather have those and know that I’ll have them for a few years than 4 pairs that I know will last only one season.

Anyway, in other news, I’m still steadfastly single even though I broke down a few days ago and had sex with the boy. I’ve been flirtin’ it up when I go out to do stuff and I have absolutely no interest in getting back together with him…FINALLY. We still have the same chemistry, but whatever spell he had on me is broken. We got drunk and the sex wasn’t even that great…go figure, after three weeks we normally would have exploded like dynamite together.

I’ve got a party to go to tomorrow so maybe I’ll meet someone? I think I need to brush up on my flirting skills though. I went to dinner last night and this guy was CRAZY flirting and chattin’ it up with me and for some reason, didn’t ask me out. I know I could have done it, but I’m just not aggressive. So I either need to give out stronger signals or get some balls and I doubt that will happen! At least, I hope not.

I should be on and taking calls tonight, but even though this party starts in the afternoon tomorrow, I doubt I’ll be on tomorrow at all.

On a final note, thanks to the new guy who left me awesome feedback last night and pushed my listing up over 10,100! How sweet is this? “Wow, I’m in complete awe. While I’ve had the chance to play with a good number of amazing women on NF, I have never encountered someone who is as honest, down-to-earth and sexy as Nikki, while comfortably demonstrating such an imaginatively nasty and kinky side. Nikki, I cannot wait to play with you again! Thanks for making me your final call of the night.”

WOOHOO! Not even 7:30 pm and I already made it past 10,000 points! You guys ROCK! I sent out that email and BAM, so many of you sprang into action, I could barely believe it.

Thanks to my awesome Sean Connery impersonator, Ubu (thank God you’re alive, I wondered where you went), bi curious Brian (have I ever referred to you as that in here?), my poor broken leg sweetie (who finally pushed me over 10,000) and a few of you who logged in to rate previous calls. Thank you so much!

WOOHOO! Now I need to figure out what to do to celebrate. I’ll post here when I come to a conclusion!

Well, it’s not as if I don’t have stuff to do…it’s just that none of it sounds good right now! I have four books waiting to be read, a raging addiction to Webkinz to feed, 30 hrs. of stuff recorded on my DVR, three Netflix movies on my desk and probably at least 5 loads of laundry to do. I just googled “laundry sucks” and got 424,000 responses so I guess a lot of other people think it sucks too.

Nothing sounds good though! I’m not hungry so I don’t need to go cook either. That’s usually enjoyable to me. It’s 11:30 pm and I don’t feel even slightly tired so I will probably be up at least another hour or two. I think maybe it’s because I had such intense and vivid dreams last night?

I haven’t mentioned the boy lately, but I have to bring him up in order to talk about this dream. To catch you up to speed, he decided not to move. We’ve been technically broken up since December, but have been seeing each other 1-2 times a week since then still…sometimes even spending entire weekends together. Two weeks ago today, he came to my house and spent the night for the first time since Oct.!

Then he had to move suddenly (within town) and he dropped off the planet. We went from constant texting, IM’ing and talking on the phone between visits to no communications at all. I would text him and he’d just say he was busy if he responded at all. Finally almost a week into it, he confessed that he’d started dating another one of his exes.

Now, he’d done that before when we were in an “off” period and this girl he was dating had bought him some new sheets, blankets and pillows. I have absolutely no idea why she did it, but I fucked him in the new bed stuff while he was still dating her…I was essentially the other woman even though we’d been together only a week or two before that. It was one of the hottest sessions I’ve ever had. I rode his cock while he was talking to her on the phone and came so hard I almost passed out.

My point is that for some weird reason, being the other woman really turns me on. I’ve experienced it a couple of other times when I’d dated married men too. So when he told me on the phone that he had reservations about starting it back up with whoever it was that he’s now dating and that he’d already asked himself whether he would cheat on her with me…it got me thinking I guess.

I dreamed last night that I went to his house and she was there. We ended up fighting and I ran out, telling him that I wasn’t even attracted to him anymore. He chased after me, grabbed my arm and pretty much just attacked me…pulling me into him and kissing me. I so vividly remember us dropping to our knees in the grass and ripping our clothes off and thinking, “Fuck, she’s still in the house and could walk out any second…that is so hot!”

I woke up wet and horny and have been all day. To bring it all back to my original point, I should be tired right now, but I’m not. Maybe that dream helped?

In other news, I’ve had a great day on the phones. Look at this awesome feedback I got!

“To all you gentlemen out there, this young lady is absolutely stunning. An erotic lover and seductive mistress. Men go entire lives without as complete an experience as the one I’ve had with Nikki. It was a great pleasure, not only coming, but listening to her moans as she came as well. Will I call her again? There isn’t the slightest doubt in my mind.”

So awesome! Thanks That really makes me feel great when I get feedback like that.

I have 9889 pts. on my main listing too! I’m so close to 10,000 I can taste it! It makes me sad that back in the day, I could have closed that gap in a week flat…but it’s ok. Maybe it’ll mean more since I’m having to work so damn hard for it. I’ll have to think of something special to do for all my callers once I reach that goal.

Anyway, I guess I’ll go watch some Tyra or read a book or something til I get tired. I’ll still be signed in but it’s been kinda slow for the last couple of hours. Glad it was busy earlier!

I’ve got a pretty busy day tomorrow. I’m going to a baby shower and then probably out to dinner with some friends, but I think I’ll be signed in for calls during the later evening, in case you’re wondering!

Erin was here for a couple of days. I didn’t advertise it because we decided not to do any calls. We just needed some alone time. We were a bit depressed because we’d come to the conclusion that we had to cancel our trip to Europe or at least postpone it due to lack of funds on both our parts. So we were looking at travel sites online, trying to find some place cheaper in the US to go so we could at least go on SOME kind of trip during that time that Erin had already asked for off from work.

Then my phone rang and it was my mom’s best friend…the one whose son died a few months ago. She’d been drinking and was calling to see if I knew where my mom was cause she wasn’t answering her phone. I told her that I thought she was at work and she asked what I was up to. I explained that Erin and I were postponing our trip, etc. and she says, “Well, where were you trying to go? I have plenty of airline miles on my credit card, I’ll give you enough for a ticket.” Um, what?! Yeah. She says, “Let me call them and add you to the account as an authorized redeemer, call you right back!”

Erin and I start freaking out! Erin was crying, she’s so excited. Then I’m wondering if my mom’s gonna get mad at me for taking the tickets and how it all works and my mind is just racing. I couldn’t even believe it! When she calls back, I ask her if she’ll take some cash for another ticket cause the miles will buy a ticket up to $1000 and then we could go ANYWHERE in Europe we wanted…we wouldn’t be limited by what cash Erin had for her ticket (which was $500 she’d already saved up with me by doing calls). And then my mom’s friend say, “Ahhh, just take it! I’ve got plenty of miles, it’s no big deal!”

OH MY GOD!

Yep. She did it. I booked the flights this morning, we are set to leave on Oct. 1, flying straight in to London. We’ll be back on Oct. 11. I can’t even believe it. It’s by far the coolest thing that’s ever happened to me and I’m so excited I can barely even do calls! lol

Erin’s back home now and I’m signed in…call me and share in my excitement!

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I know I’ve slacked on my journal lately and I’m recommitting to updating it frequently again, but I had to post a congrats/thank you to panty boy.

He was the first real feminization call I ever had and though I’ve had hundreds of “panty boys” since then, he’s the original and will always have a special place in my heart.

love you!!