bored, bored, bored.
Well, it’s not as if I don’t have stuff to do…it’s just that none of it sounds good right now! I have four books waiting to be read, a raging addiction to Webkinz to feed, 30 hrs. of stuff recorded on my DVR, three Netflix movies on my desk and probably at least 5 loads of laundry to do. I just googled “laundry sucks” and got 424,000 responses so I guess a lot of other people think it sucks too.
Nothing sounds good though! I’m not hungry so I don’t need to go cook either. That’s usually enjoyable to me. It’s 11:30 pm and I don’t feel even slightly tired so I will probably be up at least another hour or two. I think maybe it’s because I had such intense and vivid dreams last night?
I haven’t mentioned the boy lately, but I have to bring him up in order to talk about this dream. To catch you up to speed, he decided not to move. We’ve been technically broken up since December, but have been seeing each other 1-2 times a week since then still…sometimes even spending entire weekends together. Two weeks ago today, he came to my house and spent the night for the first time since Oct.!
Then he had to move suddenly (within town) and he dropped off the planet. We went from constant texting, IM’ing and talking on the phone between visits to no communications at all. I would text him and he’d just say he was busy if he responded at all. Finally almost a week into it, he confessed that he’d started dating another one of his exes.
Now, he’d done that before when we were in an “off” period and this girl he was dating had bought him some new sheets, blankets and pillows. I have absolutely no idea why she did it, but I fucked him in the new bed stuff while he was still dating her…I was essentially the other woman even though we’d been together only a week or two before that. It was one of the hottest sessions I’ve ever had. I rode his cock while he was talking to her on the phone and came so hard I almost passed out.
My point is that for some weird reason, being the other woman really turns me on. I’ve experienced it a couple of other times when I’d dated married men too. So when he told me on the phone that he had reservations about starting it back up with whoever it was that he’s now dating and that he’d already asked himself whether he would cheat on her with me…it got me thinking I guess.
I dreamed last night that I went to his house and she was there. We ended up fighting and I ran out, telling him that I wasn’t even attracted to him anymore. He chased after me, grabbed my arm and pretty much just attacked me…pulling me into him and kissing me. I so vividly remember us dropping to our knees in the grass and ripping our clothes off and thinking, “Fuck, she’s still in the house and could walk out any second…that is so hot!”
I woke up wet and horny and have been all day. To bring it all back to my original point, I should be tired right now, but I’m not. Maybe that dream helped?
In other news, I’ve had a great day on the phones. Look at this awesome feedback I got!
“To all you gentlemen out there, this young lady is absolutely stunning. An erotic lover and seductive mistress. Men go entire lives without as complete an experience as the one I’ve had with Nikki. It was a great pleasure, not only coming, but listening to her moans as she came as well. Will I call her again? There isn’t the slightest doubt in my mind.”
So awesome! Thanks 
That really makes me feel great when I get feedback like that.
I have 9889 pts. on my main listing too! I’m so close to 10,000 I can taste it! It makes me sad that back in the day, I could have closed that gap in a week flat…but it’s ok. Maybe it’ll mean more since I’m having to work so damn hard for it. I’ll have to think of something special to do for all my callers once I reach that goal.
Anyway, I guess I’ll go watch some Tyra or read a book or something til I get tired. I’ll still be signed in but it’s been kinda slow for the last couple of hours. Glad it was busy earlier!
I’ve got a pretty busy day tomorrow. I’m going to a baby shower and then probably out to dinner with some friends, but I think I’ll be signed in for calls during the later evening, in case you’re wondering! 
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