omg I am the most boring person on this planet!

January 30th, 2008

Ok, really though. I feel like my life is just BLAH lately. Class is going well, Erin is great, the boy is still moving but we’re doing good too with just hanging out and stuff. I just feel BORED! ACK! It’s been super duper slow on my phone too and that’s not only depressing but lame for my pocket book. It means a lot less shopping, which is fun even on boring days.

A few days ago (well, maybe a week even…I’ve been pretty lax at updating this journal), I was doing a call with a guy and we were watching porn together on a pretty cool site that he showed me called Hot Movies He knows I like bi stuff so we were surfing around those movies and I chose one based on the preview pictures of the scenes.

It starts playing and all of the sudden BAM, this crazy ass ho down music shit starts playing and totally dominates the soundtrack so totally that you can’t even hear the actors at all. (Funny that I called them actors, huh? haha) I started laughing and just really couldn’t even control myself. I grabbed my mic and recorded a little piece of it. LISTEN

Isn’t that just too damn much? Crazy…and definitely NOT HOT. A few days later he called back and we watched a little bit more of a different movie. It was hot but the girl had a pink dildo she was using on the guy and she kept talking mad shit about it while she was using it on him. I thought that was funny too, “Take my pink dick, fucker!” she would yell. I know we all do and say things when we’re in the middle of sex that we wouldn’t otherwise say, but that just struck me as funny.

I’ve been signed in all day and I’ve only had three calls and none of them lasted longer than 10 minutes. Subtracting featuring costs, I think I’ve made a whopping, mind blowing $5.00. Someone stop me! lol.

Ooh, drama!

January 24th, 2008

A few days ago I went to use the camera I just bought for an assignment and it wouldn’t turn on. I noticed that it was set to a mode that takes pictures so I thought maybe that the batteries just died. I put new batteries in and it still wouldn’t work!

So I took it to a camera shop to see if they could fix it and the lady immediately told me, “Well, whatever the problem is, it’s guaranteed to cost more to fix it than just to buy a new camera body.” Then she messed with the batteries and took my film out. When she loaded a roll of HER film, it started working again! Then she put my film back in and said that even though it said it had loaded fine and was ready to shoot, that something must have gone wrong and caused it to jam up.

PHEW! I didn’t really have another $150 to drop on a new camera body when I just bought that one! Luckily I had a few really great days to shoot after it was fixed and I got my landscape assignment shot just fine. We didn’t have class on Monday but I’ll go in tomorrow and turn this roll into negatives and learn how to make a contact sheet so I can decide which shots I want to print.

My roomie’s best friend is back in town from Iraq again and we’ve been hanging out a bit. He was over last night and we all played poker for awhile. Poor guy…his shoulder is all messed up and then he was almost blown up just a month ago and he’s been waiting for a medical discharge for over a year but instead of sending him home from Germany (where he was stationed before), they sent him to Iraq. So what is he doing about it?

He’s smoking pot while he’s home on leave, hoping they’ll kick him out since they’re just stringing him along and he shouldn’t be active duty anymore. How fucked up is that? I swear, this country is just going to hell.

The boy is moving out of state in March so even though we’re not back together, we’ve been spending a lot of time together. Things are always perfect between us when he feels no “relationship” pressure. I wish that he would get his shit together, but I know it won’t happen…so I’ll just take whatever time I get with him and then say goodbye when the time comes. He thinks I’ll come visit him when he’s gone.

Last time I went to see him, I was so horny I asked if we could fuck the second I walked in the door. He said yes so I put on this sexy little lingerie dress with garters and stockings under my clothes and got ready to wow him when I got there. When I was about 15 minutes away, he called and asked me to meet him with his friends at a bar! hahah So I sat there, all dressed up under my clothes and horny and hung out with them for a few minutes. Then he took me to dinner! I was like, “What the hell happened to fucking the minute I got here!” hahaha It was pretty funny. Damn he fucked me good though, I actually got a little bruised.

Not much else is going on! I’m just working during the day and evening when I’m not out and about, working out still as much as I can and living life. Give me a call and let’s talk!


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Life goes on…

January 17th, 2008

Well, I guess the truth is that I haven’t posted recently because I just don’t have all that much to write about. I got my laptop fixed, it just needed the operating system reinstalled. I’m glad it was that easy.

I went to my second class and it was great. We learned how to take the film out of the cassettes and make negatives. I’m going to work on my second assignment today so I’ll have two rolls of film to work on tomorrow when I go into the lab.

Calls have been insanely slow, but I see other girls talking about it on the forums so I know it’s not just me. I’m about to head to the gym and then need to do a little grocery shopping. By the time I’m done with that, it will probably be time for me to work on my assignment for a little bit, but I will definitely be signed in tonight for calls.

Final note, in case you’re wondering, of course I’m watching American Idol! I’m definitely not as into it as I was seasons 1-3, but it’s still fun to watch. No favorites yet, but I will keep you updated!.

Whew! Good news, bad news…what do you want first?

January 11th, 2008

Ok, good news first I suppose. I got my new camera!! YAY! Thanks to my Aussie hottie who really helped me out and sent me some cash so I could go pick it up. You ROCK!

I got a great deal from a guy on Craig’s List. He lived in what was probably a 5 million dollar house. It’s a Canon Rebel 35 mm SLR so the lenses that I have for my digital Rebel SLR will fit it too.

I went in to the school today to get some help with the camera and advice on the first assignment. It was really great. There was no one else there and I got a lot of hints on the first project. I think I’ll actually end up doing it twice right off the bat just because I want to make sure I get some good shots.

Alright, now for the bad news. MY LAPTOP DIED! Ok, well I’m not 100% sure that it’s totally dead. It’s giving me a totally weird error message about something I’ve never heard of though so I have to take it in. I know I need a new one for school anyway, something much lighter and a lot more powerful…I just can’t afford it right about now.

So there’s my good news and bad news. I don’t have any plans for tomorrow as of yet, so I’ll probably be around and taking calls..

Well, crap.

January 8th, 2008

Most of you know that I have a really awesome digital camera that I love to pieces. The class that I’m taking is a traditional dark room photography class though so I borrowed a 35 mm camera from a friend and took it into the class. It’s not the right kind.

So now I have to go buy a camera for this class. ACK. I’m kinda short on money right now still because of the holidays and all and I’m waiting for some deposits from Niteflirt but I should be able to scrape it up by Wed. Why then? Well, I found a camera on Craig’s List that’s a 35 mm version of my digital SLR, which means that the lenses will be interchangeable. He’s got it up for $105 including a lense and camera bag and that’s an awesome deal.

So I’ll be picking that up on Wed. and starting my first assignment. I have to take 8 portraits of the same person and bracket the fstop and shutter speed so I’ll end up with 24 shots. Then we get to develop them ourselves! I’m actually pretty excited.

The teachers seemed nice enough. The main guy kept misusing air quotes and that’s a particular pet peeve of mine, but I guess I’ll just have to deal with it. The class doesn’t look particularly hard. There are 10 assignments or so and a mid term and final. It looks like participation and attendance count for a lot of the grade, which I won’t have a problem with.

The book that we submit with the assignments will serve as the portfolio for my application to the school of arts at the university, so they all have to be spot on. He said as the term goes on, we can re-do assignments if we aren’t happy with the outcomes. That’s good to know!

In other news, I’m about to head to the gym, but I should be around most of the day taking calls. Let’s fuck, boys!


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Today is the big day!

January 7th, 2008

Well, today is the day that I start my photography class. I think I mentioned before, since I’ve gone to school before but had never really had any “art” classes, I need to take this one prerequisite class at a community college before I can reapply to the university and to the school of arts at the u. Why? Well, they have this class at the university of course, but they only allow freshmen and sophomores to take it. LAME!

So I’ll take this class and then another in the Spring and form my portfolio from those. I’ll use that porfolio to apply to the photography program in August. I hope I get in! When I went to the information session, I was told that it was one of the most competetive programs out there and that I should definitely have a back up if I was applying. Well, I don’t have a back up because I simply won’t go back if I don’t get in.

So no gym for me this morning. I’ll stay home and sign in until I have to get ready to go. It’s about a 45 min. drive so I’ll leave an hour early today so I can get a parking pass and all that stuff. It’s a 3 hr. long class. Ugh.

I’ve already read through the first 50 pages of the text book or so. It all seems very technical and complicated. I think we’ll be doing a lot of stuff with taking the same shot with different settings to compare the outcome and focus and stuff like that. It should be interesting either way.

In other news, I spent the night with the boy again night before last. We were supposed to go out to a nice dinner and stuff but he wasn’t feeling well so we just stayed in. We had a great time though, I think we fucked for about 3 hrs. at night (he started to feel a bit better, obviously) and then woke up and went at it again around 3 am for about half an hour. YUM. And no, we’re still not getting back together and won’t be. I think he’ll be moving out of state for a new job in a few months.

Anyway, thanks again to everyone who contributed to my school fundraiser. I really appreciate that AND all the awesome calls I’ve been getting lately.

Hope we get to talk soon!.

I started my new year off perfectly!

January 4th, 2008

Of course I went to Erin’s for New Year’s. Where else could I possibly want to be? My cousin made her man stay home with their kid and she went with me too. haha The three of us and a few of Erin’s other friends all met up around 8:30 or so to have a little bit of a pre funk at a hotel room that some of them had rented close to downtown. They didn’t want to get all messed up and have to drive home. I think there were about 10 of us all together.

I know that some of you disapprove of my infrequent drug use, but hey, we only live once, right? I was actually a bit hesitant to do ecstasy again because the last few times I’ve done it, the pills weren’t that great. But the guy who gets them for us promised that he’d actually done these specific ones himself and that they were amazing.

So bottoms up, all of us but one girl (who gets drug tested for work) dropped our pills and then we grabbed our stuff and headed out. We took the light rail thing to a stop only one block away from the club we planned to go to. By the time we got onto the train most of us were feeling the pills and by the time we got TO the club, we were all high as kites.

We went pretty early and there was no line to get in, but the cover was $25. Ouch! We didn’t have to drink though, so hey, no biggie. Erin has done E a few times before but it never really affected her the way that it normally does, but this time…WOOHOO! She was definitely feelin’ it.

We danced our little asses off all night long, it was great. At midnight there was the count down, of course…the club was hoppin’ by then, super crowded. Three, two, one…HAPPY NEW YEAR and all of the sudden there was a guy I’d never seen before right in front of me telling me to kiss him. I thought for a second, um, hey, Erin should be my first kiss of the new year, right? But I was high and not thinking very clearly so I leaned in and did it.

I thought it would just be a quick “happy new year” type of kiss but no. He immediately took the kiss deeper and kinda started making out with me! After about 30 seconds, my friends all started hootin’ and hollerin’ at us so he raised the little paper party hat he had in his hands in front of our faces and we kept going at it. He was an AWESOME kisser.

We finally broke apart and he disappeared back into the crowd. Then I kissed Erin and all the rest of our friends Happy New Year and we started dancing again. Erin and I took a second pill right around midnight and when we left the club at 2:45 (cause the train thing only ran until 3), we were still super high.

I saw the guy one more time when we were waiting for our coats and talked to him for a couple of minutes. Yep, he was definitely cute…everyone was jealous of me.

We got home to Erin’s house around 4 and we were too exhausted to do anything so we just went to sleep. I slept like a baby immediately, which was totally bizarre considering the drugs. Those might just be the best E pills I’ve ever had.

The next morning we all got up and had resolutions to eat healthier and work out, so we went to a Chinese restaurant (ok, it was more like noon by the time we got there) and ate lettuce wraps and steamed veggies and stuff. Then we went and did a little shopping because there’s no sales tax in OR. How could I resist?

Wednesday would have been my one year anniversary with the boy so I decided to pick something special up for the weekend, when I planned to see him and mock celebrate it. I got a super cute little teddy/dress with garters attached that’s black and an almost lime green color with matching lime green fishnets. I also got some rope, a feather tickler, a blind fold and a role playing card game. Should be fun!

I’ve been going to the gym again after MAJORLY slacking over the past few months and today I’m sore as hell from running yesterday. OW. No gym for me today, but I will try to make it tomorrow before I head out.

I should be on for calls all night tonight but will definitely not be around tomorrow. Not sure about Sunday, but no one really seems to be wanting me that much anyway so I doubt anyone will miss me.

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