sorry guys!! really, sorry

September 29th, 2007

no calls with erin tonight. no calls at all. long story, we will both be around tomorrow afternoon/evening!!.

Mini breakdown, trip getting closer!

September 27th, 2007

Income in this business is such an up and down thing. One day I might make four times what I made the previous day and I know that that’s how it goes. But, even so, I’m still susceptible to mini panic attacks whenever I have more than one super slow day in a row. I know, it’s retarded. Maybe I need to refer back to this post whenever it happens again.

So I had a couple of slow days in a row and I freaked out a bit. Then yesterday it was insanely busy. I actually had at least one guy waiting for me to finish every time I got a call and I had multiple appointments set for later. I even got a $50 tribute from a guy who’d never called me before but wanted me to have fun on my trip! It was awesome.

I did have a couple of guys tell me in IM that they don’t call anymore really because I’m not available to chit chat on IM before every call. I’m sad, insulted and mad at myself when I hear that. I shouldn’t have to talk someone into calling me via instant message before every damn call…especially if they guy has called me 25 times before and knows exactly what I’m like on the phone. I also shouldn’t be expected to initiate or carry the entire pre-call conversation. I’m not psychic, I have no idea when you’re thinking about calling.

That said, I guess it’s my own fault for giving out my chat names. A lot of guys say, “Well, most of the girls do it.” and I know that’s not true. Most phone sex girls on Niteflirt would rather DIE than let guys have their screen names. So alright, I guess my official stance on that is 1. I’m not going to message you and ask you to call. 2. Sometimes I have bad days. If you can’t handle that I’m not gonna put on a fake front and act like everything’s sunshine and roses all the time, don’t IM me. 3. A call without an IM conversation every once in awhile would be great and make me feel valued.

Of course, this only applies to a very small segment of my caller base (but oddly enough, MOST of my top callers) so please disregard it if you don’t IM me and ask, “Are you available?” before every single call.

Our trip is coming up SO FAST. I sent out an email to everyone saying that Erin and I were taking orders for custom recordings for $4/min. and we’ve already gotten a few. That should be fun! She might be here Friday night but more likely it will be Saturday during the day when she arrives. We do have tentative plans to go out briefly that night for drinks with some friends, but should be back and taking calls by the time it gets busy when the bars start letting out.

I really am finally starting to get super excited. It’s been a year since my last vacation and I not only really need the break, I love to travel and Europe has been on my list of places to go since I could even think to make one. That I’m finally able to make it happen not only for me but for Erin too is really amazing to me.

I should be on all day and night tonight. Call and fuck me?


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Today is the day!

September 25th, 2007

Today is the day that my favorite comedy of all time comes out on DVD. “Knocked Up“!! I saw it three times in the theater but as soon as I finish waking up, I’m taking my ass out to the store to buy it. I heard that there are three hours of extras on it and I can’t WAIT!

Seriously, if you haven’t already seen it, check it out. It’s by far the funniest movie I’ve ever seen in my life.

In other news, we are leaving for our trip in exactly SIX DAYS! Erin is going to be down on Saturday and we’ll be doing calls for a couple of days before we leave. I think I finally have enough money for the trip, the problem is going to be paying my bills when I get HOME! lol Missing all that income while we’re gone is going to hurt and I’ll be playing catch up for awhile. I’ll send out an email probably today telling everyone that we’ll be around for 2 girl calls. I know a lot of you try to call when Erin and I are together and advance notice helps.

I probably won’t start packing until Sunday, but I’m already gathering a list of things that I don’t want to forget. Do you know how hard it’s going to be for me to take only one small suitcase and a backpack? I’ve made myself plan to take only 4 pairs of shoes and that decision has been almost painful. Paring my make up down to a small selection is equally hard. I LOVE make up and am the type of girl who changes her look almost daily. I don’t feel complete without it.

Anyway, give me a call guys! I’m in a great mood and am horny as hell!

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Boredom

September 22nd, 2007

I have reached a depth of boredom that I’m quite sure I’ve never reached before. I’ve required myself to stay home today and remain signed in for the duration so I can make as much as possible before my departure on the first, but I’m starting to think that that wasn’t the best idea.

It’s not just boredom that has taken control of me today, but an all consuming lack of motivation. Of course, I have a lot of things I could be doing. The problem is that they just don’t sound good. Clean? Nah. Make recordings? Nope. Write a new story? Not appealing. Read? Maybe. Watch tv? Done that already. Talk on the phone? Sure, I’d do that if it happened to ring, but so far today it’s been kinda slow.

So what will I do? I suppose I’ll wallow in self pity and finish up this blog entry first of all. After that? I have no idea.

I went on a date last night, my first since the break up last Saturday. I’d been out once before with this guy, but was so drunk during it that I didn’t really remember much about him other than he hadn’t been a very good kisser. He just happened to be the first person to ask me out though, so I said yes. I’m still a bit depressed though so I requested a classic “dinner/movie” type date so I could dress casually and just not feel any pressure to be sparkly and outgoing like I would in a club or party atmosphere.

We decided to go out for seafood and go see the new “Resident Evil” movie. The first part of the plan was genius (especially the part where we got stoned in the parking lot beforehand). Yes, I usually describe myself as a vegetarian, but I do sometimes eat seafood. So yum, I had salmon.

Then the movie. Alright, I guess I don’t have much to say about it except it sucked. Badly. It so super sucked that we almost left halfway through but I didn’t want to go back to his place really so I perservered.

After the movie, we kissed and it all came rushing back to me. Yeah, this is the guy who just sucked on my lips…first the upper, then the lower, and again until I finally pulled away. It was like he was trying to suck my lip gloss off because he needed a snack. I actually laughed about halfway through it. I imagine he took that as a good sign somehow.

He’s a good guy and I had fun, but there I felt no chemistry. It’s sad because I’m pretty sure he’s already way into me. Maybe the fact that he texted me bright and early this morning to ask when he could see me again was a hint. I invited him over to watch “Knocked Up” when it comes out on Tuesday because it’s my favorite movie this year and favorite comedy of all time and I’ll definitely be watching it a few times that day. I guess I’ll go ahead and let him down easily when he comes over.

Anyway, I think I’ll go take a shower. Maybe that will give me some inspiration and by the time I’m done, I’ll have an idea of what to do. Or you could just call me and then I won’t have to worry about it because I’ll have YOU to entertain me. 🙂

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the old lady who swallowed a fly…

September 20th, 2007

That was me two nights ago! Well, not the old part, but I was on a call and saw this tiny little fly fluttering around and a few minutes later I took a deep breath and BAM, it flew straight down my throat. I coughed one time hard and then muted my phone and ran for a drink of water. After the call was over, I told the guy I’d been talking to why I coughed and we both had a good laugh about it. EW though! Way to add some protein to my diet, huh?

I was supposed to go to a concert tonight but I broke up with the boy for the nine millionth time so I sold the tickets. It’s good though, the money will come in handy for the trip! It’s coming up so fast, it’s kinda insane. Less than two weeks from now and I’ll be in Europe! We’ve booked a private room at a hostel in London for the first night and will be booking a night at a castle in Paris before we go but otherwise we’re just going to take things as they come. Hopefully talking to some locals and other travelers will give us a better idea of where we should be staying and what kinds of bargains we can get. If not, we’ll just stay in hostels most of the time.

It’s been pretty slow on the phones for a few days. It seems like it’s that way for everyone though from talking to some other girls. That’s weird because usually right after school starts, it picks up again after being slow during the summer. I actually had a pretty busy summer though, considering all the time I took off. Who knows. It’s one of those unpredictable things, I guess.

Now that I don’t have a steady male sex partner though, I’ll definitely be masturbating a LOT more. Maybe you should call and see if you can inspire me to do it with YOU?.

Phew. Life is a whirlwind right now!

September 14th, 2007

I have been traveling so much, it’s ridiculous. Back and forth to Portland, back and forth to the boy’s house…I think I’m finally settled and don’t have plans to go anywhere for the next week or so though.

The story is selling pretty well! Overall anyway, it’s tough to think that I emailed it out to over 2,000 people and so far only a handful have purchased it, but it hasn’t been that long since I sent out the email. Plus, most of the people that I emailed aren’t guys that I’ve had a ton of contact with. Almost all of my top 20 jumped on it right away. It’s nice to know that even if we don’t do calls very often anymore, you still care about what’s going on in my life.

I’ve been watching a lot of movies lately, it seems. I went and saw “Superbad” the other day with the boy. I agree with the guest critic on “Ebert & Roeper” that it was “super ok.” Eh. There were four other guys in the theater with us and they were laughing like hyenas the entire time, but I thought “Knocked Up” was 10 times better.

I started writing this blog entry like 8 hrs. ago but never quite got motivated to blah blah a bunch so I’m just gonna post it like it is. I’m in for the night and hope to get a lot of awesome calls!.

Erin and I had a wild weekend!

September 13th, 2007

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By far the coolest thing that’s ever happened to me!

September 2nd, 2007

Erin was here for a couple of days. I didn’t advertise it because we decided not to do any calls. We just needed some alone time. We were a bit depressed because we’d come to the conclusion that we had to cancel our trip to Europe or at least postpone it due to lack of funds on both our parts. So we were looking at travel sites online, trying to find some place cheaper in the US to go so we could at least go on SOME kind of trip during that time that Erin had already asked for off from work.

Then my phone rang and it was my mom’s best friend…the one whose son died a few months ago. She’d been drinking and was calling to see if I knew where my mom was cause she wasn’t answering her phone. I told her that I thought she was at work and she asked what I was up to. I explained that Erin and I were postponing our trip, etc. and she says, “Well, where were you trying to go? I have plenty of airline miles on my credit card, I’ll give you enough for a ticket.” Um, what?! Yeah. She says, “Let me call them and add you to the account as an authorized redeemer, call you right back!”

Erin and I start freaking out! Erin was crying, she’s so excited. Then I’m wondering if my mom’s gonna get mad at me for taking the tickets and how it all works and my mind is just racing. I couldn’t even believe it! When she calls back, I ask her if she’ll take some cash for another ticket cause the miles will buy a ticket up to $1000 and then we could go ANYWHERE in Europe we wanted…we wouldn’t be limited by what cash Erin had for her ticket (which was $500 she’d already saved up with me by doing calls). And then my mom’s friend say, “Ahhh, just take it! I’ve got plenty of miles, it’s no big deal!”

OH MY GOD!

Yep. She did it. I booked the flights this morning, we are set to leave on Oct. 1, flying straight in to London. We’ll be back on Oct. 11. I can’t even believe it. It’s by far the coolest thing that’s ever happened to me and I’m so excited I can barely even do calls! lol

Erin’s back home now and I’m signed in…call me and share in my excitement!


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