nightmares suck!
I woke up at 5:20 this morning from a nightmare where I was a teenage boy and I’d asked or paid a “friend” of mine to kill me. He started out trying to do it in front of my little brother, but I talked him out of making the kid leave. Then he put his hand over my nose and (on accident, I’m sure) only partially over my mouth. Because I could still breathe through my mouth a little bit, it was taking a long time and I kept thinking “Crap, as soon as he realizes that I’m still breathing through my mouth, this is gonna suck.” I guess I decided that I didn’t want to die after all.
Anyway, I woke up feeling like I couldn’t breathe and with a terrible feeling that I was going to die. What’s weird is that it was more like a vision than a dream. I actually felt like I WAS that guy in my dream. Maybe it was a past life? Who knows. All I know is that it’s now 6:30 in the dang morning and I’m awake. I tried to go back to sleep for like half an hour before I gave up.
Everyone who’s been visiting is leaving today so life will finally be back on track. I think I’ll try to get to the gym today…even though I can’t really afford to take the time away. I really need to keep my ass at the house and put some time in on the phones. I’ve taken so much time off in the past week, it’s ridiculous. I didn’t plan to but I felt bad working when everyone was here. Dumb!
Btw, I’ve decided to suspend the program where I give out free passwords to my galleries as you call…for a few reasons. #1 is that I charge such an infintesimal amount for my pictures compared to other girls on Niteflirt, it’s almost ridiculous. Instead of pulling back the majority of the pics though and selling them for way more, I’ll keep the galleries as is and just stop giving them away for free. #2 is that the program is kinda hard to keep track of. I’d rather go through my customer lists only before I send out free minutes to see who deserves what than look after each call and reclassify and email out passwords. #3 is that I feel like I’m worth paying to see. So there we go! End of program!
Anyway, I’m pretty horny today, actually. I haven’t had sex for almost a week and it’s really starting to hit me. I masturbated last night while I was watching porn for a few minutes, but it didn’t really satisfy me. Maybe you can?
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