nightmares suck!

August 28th, 2007

I woke up at 5:20 this morning from a nightmare where I was a teenage boy and I’d asked or paid a “friend” of mine to kill me. He started out trying to do it in front of my little brother, but I talked him out of making the kid leave. Then he put his hand over my nose and (on accident, I’m sure) only partially over my mouth. Because I could still breathe through my mouth a little bit, it was taking a long time and I kept thinking “Crap, as soon as he realizes that I’m still breathing through my mouth, this is gonna suck.” I guess I decided that I didn’t want to die after all.

Anyway, I woke up feeling like I couldn’t breathe and with a terrible feeling that I was going to die. What’s weird is that it was more like a vision than a dream. I actually felt like I WAS that guy in my dream. Maybe it was a past life? Who knows. All I know is that it’s now 6:30 in the dang morning and I’m awake. I tried to go back to sleep for like half an hour before I gave up.

Everyone who’s been visiting is leaving today so life will finally be back on track. I think I’ll try to get to the gym today…even though I can’t really afford to take the time away. I really need to keep my ass at the house and put some time in on the phones. I’ve taken so much time off in the past week, it’s ridiculous. I didn’t plan to but I felt bad working when everyone was here. Dumb!

Btw, I’ve decided to suspend the program where I give out free passwords to my galleries as you call…for a few reasons. #1 is that I charge such an infintesimal amount for my pictures compared to other girls on Niteflirt, it’s almost ridiculous. Instead of pulling back the majority of the pics though and selling them for way more, I’ll keep the galleries as is and just stop giving them away for free. #2 is that the program is kinda hard to keep track of. I’d rather go through my customer lists only before I send out free minutes to see who deserves what than look after each call and reclassify and email out passwords. #3 is that I feel like I’m worth paying to see. So there we go! End of program!

Anyway, I’m pretty horny today, actually. I haven’t had sex for almost a week and it’s really starting to hit me. I masturbated last night while I was watching porn for a few minutes, but it didn’t really satisfy me. Maybe you can?

 


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These old people are wearing me out!

August 27th, 2007

And where the HELL do they keep putting all that food? OMG! I feel kinda icky from all the food. I know they don’t force me to eat it, but holy cow. Blackberry cobbler, fried apple pies, biscuits with every meal, eggs every morning…it’s ridiculous! I haven’t been working out either so I’m sure that is contributing to my unhealthy feeling. They are leaving tomorrow though, so I should be back to my regular schedule soon.

I’m signed in early today cause I went to bed last night at 9. We went out to a nice dinner right on the beach after doing touristy stuff all day and I was just exhausted. I slept 11 hrs. and have been up for awhile now. I took a shower and got dressed and stuff and will probably be signed in on and off all day.

Anyone feel like spoiling me today? Would be a GREAT day to do it! 😛.

So stressful!

August 21st, 2007

Our grandma is coming to visit!! My cousin and I have been running around like crazy to get our house ready for the visit. Not only our grandma, but our uncle and his wife and our aunt and her husband are coming too. We rented this big trailer thing so they have a place to sleep.

My cousin’s mom (my other aunt) is nuts and she’s been bugging us on the phone every 5 minutes about making sure the place is spotless. We got off our asses and did a TON of stuff to the house that should have been done years ago. We did a bunch of landscaping, changed all the light fixtures in the house, did some painting, etc. The house looks amazing and after the garage sale we had where we got rid of so much stuff, I just feel so much better. How weird is that, huh?

I also got my computer all fixed. The video card was just weird and made everything look slightly distorted. I took it in with my monitor and the tech guy said he couldn’t really see the difference. So what did I do? I pulled up my site and showed it to him on 2 different monitors. He just about drooled on my shoes. He was like “I still don’t see it, you just look HOT!” and he kept asking if he could have a freebie and stuff. haha I told him he could do a call with my roomie and he said, “Ok, but only if she’s hot like you!” I love it when guys go ga ga over me!

I’ve been taking calls almost every day but it’s been dreadfully slow this week. So much so that I actually stayed signed in overnight last night to try and make up something and I didn’t even get a call until 6 am. Thankfully it lasted about 90 minutes so that’s a pretty good start to my day. I was on while finishing up cleaning today but got only one tiny short call.

Summer’s coming to a close though. Doesn’t that seem weird to say when it’s only 2/3 over? We look forward so much that sometimes it’s hard to enjoy what’s actually happening. But anyway, with summer winding down, maybe things will start to pick up a bit more. I’ve got my fingers crossed!

I will try to stay on schedule as much as possible this week while all these relatives are here, but please be patient if I’m unresponsive on IM or am not signed in when I normally am. They’re all pretty old so they shouldn’t affect my night time schedule very much! lol


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Nikki’s been a busy busy girl!

August 17th, 2007

Goodness. Life has been a little bit frantic lately…and that’s a good thing! Last weekend Erin was here. We did calls on Friday night and had an awesome time. We were SOOO busy and I was wearing a new little outfit I’d bought just for her. It’s a black corset that has ribbons running down the front on each side and the back of it was completely laces up with ribbon. There are garters attached so of course I wore thigh highs and had on a pair of super skimpy black lace boy shorts on too. She definitely appreciated it and we had lots of fun taking pictures and playing around all night. Sorry, none of these pictures will be put up on the site, these were just for her.

I have to say, sometimes Erin and I can be silly as hell. We were doing a call really late that night and we were just giggly and a little bit punchy. We were talking about fantasies since last time this guy had called us, we played out MY biggest fantasy and it was time to do either his or Erin’s. Erin actually said, “I’ve always wanted to tie a guy’s dick in a knot with my pussy.” Um, what? I lost it, couldn’t stop laughing. She said, “You know, like girls can tie a cherry stem in a knot with their tongues?”

Of course, my response was, “Well, there’s no TONGUE inside your pussy, dork!” to which she countered “Well, what if I had an undeveloped twin in there?” Wow, that was one of the sickest things I’d ever heard and I swear I thought I was going to pass out from laughing. Of course we went on to say more crazy shit about it and when we told my roomie, she was like “Yeah? And it just pokes its head out every once in awhile for something to eat?”

But here’s what was REALLY funny. The next day we were making dinner and Erin was getting the corn ready to eat. She yells, “OH MY GOD, this one has an undeveloped twin!!” and holy fuck if she wasn’t right. Check it out.

And yes, that’s Erin’s hand. Isn’t it beautiful? I swear, sometimes us girls can get so weird.

Anyway, on Tuesday I went to the boy’s house to do a photo shoot of a friend of mine who wants to start doing Niteflirt. He lives 90 mins. from me and she lives way closer to him than me, plus I’ve already done pictures of some other friends at MY house for Niteflirt so I wanted it to look different. I’m not going to say who she is cause I’ve done that here before and then had the girls flake out and felt bad…plus she’s going to be doing calls SO different from what I do, I really don’t think any of you would be interested anyway. But regardless, it was amazing fun. My camera ROCKS! We shot for 3 hrs. and I got over 500 images, about 250 of which are going to be useable. The boy was an awesome help and it was just an all around great day.

That night I had some sex that was so incredible, I could barely believe it. I had sent him a few of the pictures that Erin had taken of me in the black outfit and he really liked them. On Monday while we were chatting online, he told me that he was looking at them and needed to go “take care of business” thinking about me in that outfit. When he asked why I’d never worn it for HIM, I said that it was pretty new and also kind of a pain in the ass to get on. It didn’t seem like a big deal to ask Erin for help putting it on, but wearing it for a guy and asking for HIS help just seemed a bit weird to me.

Later he said “So, it’s too hard to get on, huh?” And I said, “Are you trying to ask me to wear it for you?” He responded, “I’d never ask. It would be up to you to put it on and call me up to my room.” So I did. I brought it with me to the photo shoot and after we had dinner, I went up to his room and put it on. I managed it by myself, thank God!

He’s never attacked me like that before. It wasn’t the best sex we’ve ever had, but I’d say it might have been the most intense. The next morning, I left him a little note saying that it had been incredible, etc. and when I was on my way home, he texted me and said “Wow, last night was intense, huh?” lol I guess it was just all kinds of “I” words! He said “I’d say that was in our top 5 nights ever.” I agreed.

And no, we’re not back together. I’m just using him for sex til I find someone better. HAHAH

I’ve been doing pretty well with my schedule lately. I’m signed in for calls right now and plan to be on as long as I can hold my eyes open tonight cause I’m taking tomorrow off. And oh yeah, where oh where have my panty boys gone? I was getting mostly feminization calls there for a couple of months and now I barely get any. *pout*

Sorry no shout outs, I just can’t muster up the energy to go through almost a month’s worth of calls. Not only that, but it’s kinda depressing to see how many guys just straight up don’t leave feedback anymore. Oh well!

p.s. I feel a bit like a sucker right now. When I went to get my coffee a bit ago (which I am totally addicted to now), I totally caved in and bought some stuff out of the freezer section at the grocery store. You know, on the end of the aisle so they can tempt you? I feel like a dork! I told my roomie, “I swear, they could have anything there by the check stands and I’d buy it! Oooh, a hairy warthog? I’ve always wanted one of those!” What a sucker!

 


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Erin’s coming!

August 10th, 2007

Just wanted to remind you all that Erin is coming tonight! She’ll be here around 9 pm and we’ll be signed in to take two girl calls as soon as she does. These calls are $2.69/min. and are mind blowingly awesome, of course! 😛

Life has been pretty darn good. I am officially single now, no men in my life and am looking forward to playing the field a bit. I lost those 2 lbs. I wanted to lose and a couple more. I’ve been running and have been trying to improve my stamina. It’s hard though, some days I just can’t get into it no matter what music is playing.

Anyway, I’ll be signed in all day doing stuff around the house and getting ready for her arrival. Give me a call if you feel horny!.

The Bourne Ultimatum and more!

August 6th, 2007

Well, it seems like no matter what I do, I just can’t seem to keep my journal updated, eh? I’ve been signing on to take calls on a regular schedule that is working very well for me. I’ve been making great money even though I seem to complain every once in awhile in here. It seems slow because sometimes I don’t get a ton of calls and then I’ll have a financial domination call or a guy leave a large tribute, which I’m still not quite used to. I have to admit that I’m getting a bit addicted to the financial domination stuff though! It’s definitely a charge to raise the rate and hear a call come back through knowing that I’m making double, triple, even ten or thirty times my normal per minute rate.

Life has been pretty stable. At the gym sometime between 10 and 11, on taking calls by noon after a shower and changing. Then I take calls til 4 and sign out to spend time with my roomies or other friends. I sign back on at 7 and stay in til I go to sleep around 1 am. I took Friday night and Saturday night off this week. Friday I went to see “The Bourne Ultimatum” It was awesome! I absolutely loved it. It was high action, not cheesy, exciting and satisfying. It was completely sold out and we had to stand in line for half an hour beforehand, but it was worth it. The entire theater gasped, laughed and clapped together. I haven’t had a movie going experience like it any other time this summer!

Saturday I went to the boy’s house to get some. He was crazy horny and damn, did he take care of me. I squirted all over his bed and when he came, it was so intense I could feel his cock pulsing inside me. Mmm, definitely good stuff. Now instead of being satisfied, I just seem to be extra horny…so you guys should definitely call and take care of me!

I’m off to the park now for a jog and my roomie and I are gonna buy some plants for outside of the house so I might be a bit off schedule today. I had an awesome day yesterday though for income so I’m ok with relaxing the schedule a bit. 😛

Shout outs for 7/30/07:
Had a fairly new tease and denial guy call for a couple of sessions. Yay! I love fresh meat.
Panty boy! You’re so naughty lately now that you stole those red panties. What are we gonna do with you?
Another brand new tease and denial caller. Love feedback of “fantastic” AND a tribute!
Hmmm, got a little bit of money out of a loser guy who likes to chat about his issues. Still not enough though.
And seriously? I had about 20 calls with no feedback. What’s up, slackers? Come on…click HERE if you know you should!

Shout outs for 7/31/07:
Wow. This day only pinkpantyboy (who is always hot) and this new military guy with a small pee pee who’s been calling for great tease and denial sessions left feedback. I’m starting to feel unloved.

Shout outs for 8/1/07:
Had another brand new tease and denial caller that I went easy on. After 20 minutes, I let him cum cause he asked twice. How nice is that?
Had some financial domination in concert with tease and denial. I think that could possibly be my favorite kind of call in the whole wide world!
And then WOW…I had a call from shy one. It had been months and months and months…it was definitely fun catching up though and hearing your voice after so long.
A super intense call with a guy who hadn’t called for awhile was just what I needed to end my night.

Shout outs for 8/2/07:
More t&d/financial domination from the same guy! I love this guy, he’s making it easy for me to take time off. Yum
Nice quick mutual masturbation call…sometimes that’s just what I need to relieve some stress.
Had a brand new tease and denial caller go 15 whole minutes! Wow…very impressive. Just realized how often I’m typing tease and denial. I hope the search engines don’t think I’m spamming them with key words lol
Ooh…every time I hear you say your member name as a call is coming in, I flash on the pic of your cock. So delicious…gets me in the mood before we even start talking.

Shout outs for 8/3/07:
Ooh, the hot tall guy with the huge cock called to play again. YAY
New guy wanted me to bring home a chick with a “surprise” in her pants for him. Of course I obliged.
And then more t&d at a high rate per minute. This guy is super addicted to me and I hope it stays that way forever!
 


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