Ok, I didn’t exactly spend that time alone, but I do feel much better. I spent pretty much an entire 24 hr. period of time donig not a DAMN THING but hanging out and watching tv. Today I took a nap. I feel relaxed, centered and definitely like I’m on my way back to being my old self.

Tomorrow is my birthday and I’ll be the big two four!!!!! Since I’ve taken so much time off lately though, I will definitely be working ALL day tomorrow. I might have one of my listings priced higher than the others so in case you feel like giving me a bit of a tip by the minute, that will be an option. Of course, my tip buttons and other ways to give me stuff is on the “make me smile” page of my site. I fully know that I’ve been a lot more distant lately as a phone sex girl though and doubt that I’ll be getting a ton of presents from admirers. I’m ok with that though, I’m proud of myself and my ability to balance work and a real life so far this year.

It’s so rainy here today! I love it. Anyway, I’m settled in for the night and will definitely be taking calls for at least the next 6 hours (it’s about 6 pm now) so give me a call and make me cum! I’m horny as hell tonight.

Ooh, one more note! I had hoped to make it to 10,000 pts. on my main listing before I hit the two year mark but due to the unexpected popularity of my feminization listing, I haven’t been gaining points on my “sex” listing very quickly lately. I’m at 8937 right now and it would be SO awesome if I could at least make it to 9,000 and I would die of happiness if I could make it to 9550, which is what it would take to put the listing in the top 20. So if you could make most of your calls to THIS listing until at least June 2 and make sure you rate ALL of the calls we do, I’d really appreciate it!

Ok, I came up with some plans so I’m leaving right now and I’ll be gone til tomorrow evening. Hope you aren’t all too disappointed, I really need this time to myself.

Well, I have absolutely no plans for this weekend. Crazy, huh? Alright, well that’s not completely true…I’m gonna go see Shrek 3 either today or tomorrow and I might wander down to the beach or the zoo tomorrow with my family if it’s nice (and it is supposed to be), but I have no real night time plans.

So I’m thinking I might be around and taking calls for a lot of the time! So yay for a weekend fuckathon! I think I’ll go get a new phone today, the one I’m using here kinda sucks and I’ve been wanting a new one for home anyway. The setup I have right now uses a wireless headset, which I absolutely love…but the problem is that I have a corded phone so I have to actually go TO the phone every single time to take a call and to end the call. It also doesn’t have a timer so I have to use a stop watch to know how long my calls are while they’re happening.

So what I’d like to get is a phone that has a built in headset, but at least is small enough to clip to my waist or something. Then when it’s summer I can answer the call and actually hit 1 as I’m walking into my room, as opposed to having to walk over to my computer. I know it doesn’t seem like a big deal, but it will save me a lot of time. Actually, now that I think about it, I’ll have to walk over there anyway to see who is calling….ack! I don’t know. I’m confused.

Yesterday I got so drunk, it was kinda funny. I was playing dominoes with my mom and sister and drinking margaritas. I am such a lightweight; I was totally sloshed by the second drink! Then I took a third one up to my room and drank it while I watched tv and was signed in for calls. Luckily it was super slow during the early evening lol It got really busy later though and ended up being a good night.

A special hello to Ubu. I hope things work out with your house and it was great to hear your voice again.

See you guys during my fuckathon! haha

Yeah, I was talking to the boy last night about music and I guess he just recently discovered that you can sort your Itunes music by “play count” and he was looking through what he listens to the most. I’d had that category on mine too but never really looked at it and that’s the first thing I did this morning. So here’s what I’ve listened to most often in Itunes!

The top 5 are the Jill Scott songs I used to play to the baby when I was baby sitting every day. It’s what I used to put him to sleep and I still play them for him sometimes. So I won’t really count them, I’ll list the songs that come after those.

1. “Money Maker” Ludacris
2. “Ms. New Booty” Bubba Sparxxx
3. “Make it Rain” Fat Joe
4. “Gimme That” Chris Brown
5. “She’s Like The Wind” Lumidee
6. “This is Why I’m Hot” MIMS
7. “Only You” Ashanti
8. “I Wanna Love You” Akon
9. “Smack That” Akon
10. “Say I” Christina Milian
11. “Disco Inferno” 50 Cent
12. “Cars” Fear Factory (this is my second favorite song of all time, I was surprised it’s so low in the list)
13. “Ultimate Satisfaction” Ludacris
14. “Slow Motion” Juvenile
15. “Just a Lil Bit” 50 Cent
16. “Put Your Hands Where My Eyes Could See” Busta Rhymes
17. “Lean Back” Fat Joe
18. “Dip It Low” Christina Milian
19. “Hey Mama” Black Eyed Peas
20. “We Fly High (Ballin’)” Jim Jones
21. “Roll Out” Ludacris
22. “Intergalactic” Beastie Boys
23. “Let’s Get it Started” Black Eyed Peas
24. “The Real Slim Shady” Eminem (really? weird! lol)
25. “Numb/Encore” Jay-Z and Linkin Park
26. “My Love” Justin Timberlake
27. “Get Crunk” Bo Hagan, Eastside Boyz, Lil John
28. “I Like That” Chingy
29. “Fantastic Voyage” Coolio
30. “Nobody’s Listening” Linkin Park

Going to 50 there’s a bunch more Ludacris, Beastie Boys and Busta Rhymes….

I spent all day yesterday with my sister and my mom. We woke up and went out to lunch and then did a little shopping. I got carried away at this one tshirt shop, but I couldn’t help myself! The shirts were like $7 each and they said things I just couldn’t resist buying like “I love to hate you” (god, could it get any more appropriate to wear to the boy’s house), “I love bad boys”, and “Girls just wanna have fun”. I got that last one for Erin, it’s like her motto.

After that, we went over to my mom’s best friend’s house and just hung out all evening. They’re feeling a lot better about stuff. I guess they’ve done a bit more of an investigation and are saying it really looks like an accident. Apparently the cab drive didn’t speak very good English and my friend was trying to get him to pull over so he could pee. When he finally got him to pull over, he ran over to the side of the road and apparently didn’t even realize he was on a bridge. The guardrail was so low that it didn’t do any good to stop him. The investigators said that at night it was so dark that they couldn’t even see a few feet in front of them.

How crazy is that? I actually know someone who died because they fell off a bridge trying to take a piss. I can barely even believe it. I’m sure that he’s wherever he is now just going, “Holy shit! What the fuck?” It’s not funny, but wow. Anyway, the funeral is not this weekend but next weekend and I’m just gonna be hanging out there until then. I can’t see Erin this weekend anyway cause she has plans, so I’d rather just hang out with my family.

I think I’ll be signed on all evening…thanks to matty who left me a tip yesterday while I was gone!! You rock!