And the blah continues…

April 30th, 2007

So yesterday I started crying and kinda couldn’t stop…so Erin made me go get a pregnancy test! lol It was negative (thank God), but I still don’t know what’s up with my moods lately. I should have gone to Portland this weekend instead of staying here to work. I really need to snap out of this funk, but am not quite sure how to.

Haha and I’m sure that all of this is just making you chomp at the bit to call me! I promise I won’t act like a total twit if you do. I haven’t cried today either, so that’s some progress. The one main difference is that I might not be available on IM as much as I normally am. I need to get some stuff done around the house and sitting in front of my computer doesn’t seem to be a mood booster.

Thanks to everyone who’s been calling lately to distract me from my issues. I really appreciate it..

totally blah

April 26th, 2007

So I spent Tuesday night at the boy’s house. Had a great time…we’ve been talking a lot lately and when I got home from his house yesterday we had a talk about how things aren’t quite working for me. Yeah, we can’t be together and all that, but my heart gets a little confused when we have such great visits that are obviously not all about sex. He said he’s sorry it’s hard for me, but neither of us really knows what to do about it. I do not want to get back together and I don’t want to stop seeing him either. I guess I’ll just try to keep going with the flow and see what happens.

Yesterday and today I pretty much just stuck close to home and took calls. It wasn’t very busy either day. I felt a bit unpopular to tell you the truth…especially today. I felt totally blah and uninspired and nothing sounded like fun. I only left my house briefly to go to the grocery store and stock back up on the honey wheat snack sticks. haha I watched “Night at the Museum” (which I liked cause I really like Ben Stiller) with the roomies and watched a lot of tv.

I’m not seeing Erin this weekend and I have no plans as of right now either. I have been taking so much time off lately that I really need to stay in and make a final push for making money for the month…so I suppose I’ll be responsible and spend most of my time working.

Thanks to a caller for the only real chuckle I had all day long. Click here to laugh your ass off. It’s a skit that Will Ferrell did called “The Landlord.”

So say hi if you’re online and see me on…I’m probably bored!


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whew, here’s a recap of my week

April 23rd, 2007

So not ONE person contributed to my request for money for a new car stereo. That makes me feel a bit unloved even though I’m sure it’s my fault. I’ve been a lot more distant lately than I should to be expecting favors like that. I’m having a lot of fun in real life and I wouldn’t trade it for the world, but it’s come at a price for my callers.

I went ahead and got the stereo anyway. I spent a bit more than I wanted to, but it was definitely worth it. I got a keyless entry/alarm too. I’ve never owned a car where you had to actually insert the key into the lock and turn it to unlock the car and I wasn’t about to start now! 🙂 I got a new stereo/faceplate and 4 new speakers. When I first turned it on and up, I was definitely disappointed with the level of sound I could achieve before it started sounding fuzzy and muffled. The guy at the stereo place showed me how if I wanted it louder, I’d need to get an amp. I don’t feel like dropping the extra cash right now and I guess the more I listen to it, the more I realize that it’s really loud enough as it is anyway.

So I got the stereo on Wed. and on Thurs. I spent the night with the boy. I had planned to work that night after he went to sleep, but he surprised me and stayed up past midnight! We are NOT getting back together, but that was definitely one of the best visits we’ve ever had. We were talking online before I went to his place and he told me that he’d NEVER given a girl a facial in his life. Of course I immediately offered to fulfill that fantasy for him and even went a step further and told him he could record it. He ended up chickening out on taping it but definitely let it fly all over my face at the end of the night…it was great. I guess no matter what happens, he’ll always remember me now! hahah

Erin had a small personal crisis that prompted me to tell her to come down here this weekend so she could get her mind off of things. On Friday we went to a small local bar that had a cover band to unwind. We ended up meeting up with this guy that I’d never gone out with before but who wanted to go out with me…and some other dude came onto Erin at the bar so we were a cozy little foursome. Too bad Erin didn’t like the dude and we had to ditch him! lol 

I rarely drink but I got completely wasted that night. The guy ended up driving us home in my car (after a stop for some food, of course) and we ate at my place before we went back to the bar to get HIS car and he drove me home. That meant that my car was still down at the bar, but my roomie took me to get it the next day.

At the end of the night, he kissed me and um, let’s just say that he wasn’t good. He alternated between sucking on my upper and lower lips like he was a Hoover or something! It was just weird. It was kind of a passionate kiss and maybe lasted a minute or so, but I never felt his tongue even once! He wanted to take me out yesterday too but I told him I have a cold (which is true actually) and declined. I don’t think I’ll go out with him again.

Sat. night there was potential to hook up with the boy and his best friend, but after a lot of drama and back and forth, it didn’t happen. It ended up being me, Erin, my roomie and another couple of friends hanging out all night. We played Cranium, did some “stuff” and just basically had a good ‘ol time. I didn’t get much sleep and a cold came on so I didn’t take calls at all yesterday. I am feeling a bit better today but don’t be surprised if I sound slightly duck-like when you call!

I ended up spending some time on the phone with the boy that night and we’ve been chatting a bit online too. Like I said, no talk of getting back together, but things have been pretty great betwewen us since I first went back up there almost three weeks ago. It’s more laid back and casual and we’re definitely better friends now that the pressure of a relationship has been removed from the equation.

On an unrelated note, I am completely and utterly addicted to Keebler Club crackers Honey Wheat snack sticks. Holy shit, these things are fucking delicious. If I gain weight in the next few days, I’m totally blaming it on these damn crackers. I can’t stop eating them. Well, I couldn’t stop eating them but now I guess I don’t really have a choice because I ATE THEM ALL!


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just a quick update…

April 22nd, 2007

Had a pretty crazy weekend, super tired tonight though I am home. I’ll be taking calls all day tomorrow but I’ll probably be in bed by 10 pm tonight. I’ve got a little bit of a cold and I’m hoping that lots of rest tonight will take care of it. Hope you don’t miss me too much!.

Erin and I are taking calls together right now!

April 21st, 2007

Ok, long story and I have a TON of stuff to post about, but Erin and I are together and we’re doing 2 girl calls right now. It’s 12:30 pm PST and we’ll probably be taking calls for a couple of hours. We don’t know what’s going on tonight but we might be on tonight too!.

I got my new ride!!

April 16th, 2007

Woohoo! I got my new ride! We showed up and it was silver (not white like I’d thought for some reason), but that’s even better. There was a crack and two pretty big dings in the windshield that the sales guy hadn’t mentioned. Since it was already a skinny deal, they asked me to split the difference on a windshield they’d have installed at my house for cost and I agreed. So that’s gonna happen tomorrow and then I need to get a new sound system put into it. Right now it has a factory deck and that’s just completely unacceptable. There’s also no keyless entry and to me that’s as much of a safety feature as a convenience, so I definitely need to get that put in as well. I stretched my budget in the first place for the car so I don’t really have the money for a new deck. I rarely ask for money, but if you read my blog and/or call me and consistently enjoy it, a tip every now and then would be greatly appreciated! If even just a few guys come through with $10 each, I can get a much better system put in. Pretty please with sugar on top? heheh If you want to give more, just click HERE.

 

I did stop by the boy’s house yesterday, but we didn’t end up doing anything sexual. It was a bit weird, actually. We ate dinner together, watched some tv, cuddled, made out a bit and then talked. I felt like he just needed me there as a friend, so I was. He did mention the four of us getting together again, so I guess they’re down for rescheduling that and coming to my place, which does make me happy. I told him that I was going to Portland this weekend and he asked for more details about the other boy. It’s interesting to me that he wants details about my sex life. I’m certainly not asking him for any of HIS lol He did tell me that he has a fuck buddy where he lives, but that he just doesn’t have as good of a connection with her as he has with me.

I guess I was sexually frustrated though because this morning I was having an insanely explicit sex dream about Kim, one of the models from a past season of “America’s Next Top Model.” On the most recent episode, she came back and posed with one of the girls who’s in the competition now and the images of them posing together in the back of a limo apparently did it for me. It hadn’t gotten too explicit (lots of kissing and grinding together and nipple sucking) when I got woken up by a phone call, but I was already soaking wet. I made myself cum before I even rolled out of bed. Isn’t she hot?

I’ll be buying plane tickets to Europe today. Ok, how funny does it sound that I beg for $10 for a new car stereo and then say I’m buying plane tickets to Europe? The truth is that I’m being a bad girl and dipping into savings that has already been earmarked for taxes for the tickets. I plan to replenish that with money from 2 girl calls between now and the trip, but I can’t justify dipping into it for a car stereo and stuff like that. Ya know? Anyway, we thought we’d found a smokin’ deal that was airfare, lodging and car to Ireland but after a bit more research, we found that it really wasn’t THAT great of a deal. Well, it was if we went in the summer, but not for Sept. so I’m gonna do some more looking around and figure out where we can actually afford to go. I’m thinking that we’ll probably fly into Italy and rent a car and just go with the flow. I’m sure we can find cheap little motels for a lot less than we’d pay if we booked online. Wish me luck!

Anyway, since I haven’t been working for the past few days, I should be on all day today. Please help me take the edge off of this horniness! I swear it feels like I’m in heat.


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my schedule today

April 15th, 2007

Ok, I’m off to pick up my new vehicle! It’s about an hour and a half away and only 20 mins. from the boy so I’m gonna stop off for some pussy lickin’ before I come home but I’ll definitely be home tonight! Don’t miss me too much!.

Lord!

April 14th, 2007

Ok so I didn’t end up going to get the car today, my roomie is gonna take me tomorrow so Erin and I have more time to take calls tonight! We ended up being too tired to fuck when we got home last night so we need to make up for it….

My new ride!

April 14th, 2007

Ok, it’s ready today so Erin and I are gonna take a quick road trip and go get it. I won’t know til we leave the dealership what time we’ll be home, but we should be taking calls tonight. I guess there’s always a chance that we won’t be. Maybe I’ll just start making it a big surprise so I don’t look like a complete flake.

Wish me luck! I’m all excited!.

oops

April 13th, 2007

Ok, glad I didn’t email everyone cause when Erin got here, we decided that we want to go out instead of doing calls tonight! I know, we’re bad….but I’m in a funky mood and just don’t think I’d make great company on the phone. If we get back and are super horny, we’ll sign on!

Now we’ll definitely be on tomorrow, you can plan on it!.


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