My new life, reflecting, guilt…
I have been spending more time lately not working than working and I’m starting to feel a bit guilty about not being around when some of you want me. I feel disconnected from some of you that I’d felt pretty close to before and I know that you are having to call other girls when you look for me and I’m not around.
I know I shouldn’t feel bad, it’s business…it’s definitely not personal that I’m taking more time to myself and I know it’s not personal that you call other girls when I’m out doing stuff. I guess it’s just weird for me that the overall tone and focus of my life is changing. I’m feeling a lot less stressed out about things and even though my life has been an emotional roller coaster lately, I’m generally happier than I have been for the past couple of years.
I’m going to start doing shout outs again. I think that will help me feel a bit more connected to you guys and I know that you miss it. I’ll do my best to start posting every other day or so again so you have a better idea of what’s going on in my life and MAYBE someone will leave a comment and let me know that SOMEONE is reading this darn blog every once in awhile!!!! lol
I’m skipping the gym today so I can take calls during the day because I’m taking this evening off to go to the movies. I’m going to see “The Number 23″, which is totally freaky cause 23 is MY number. I’ll put a review up tomorrow and let you know what I thought of it.
Oh yeah! Did I tell you all that I got an IPOD? I got a 30 GB white one while I was in Portland cause there’s no tax there. I’m so happy that I did it! I swear this whole time I thought one of my callers would get one for me, but I give up. Now that I think about it, I got absolutely NOTHING for Valentine’s Day from ANY of you. Now I feel kinda pathetic. But I love the IPOD, it’s awesome to be working out and just be able to listen to any song I want to! I guess in the grand scheme of things, I don’t really have that much music…only about 20 GB. I think now that I can take everything with me to the gym easily though, I’ll get on it and start downloading some more stuff.
Anyway, I need to get some laundry done and pick my room up a bit … I still have a couple of hours until I have to start getting ready for the movie though, so call me if you get horny!
Shout outs for 2/27/07:
You’re a sweet guy…you make me slap my pussy and you still like me even though I admitted that I don’t want to fuck you in real life. Wait, you DO still like me, right? haha
I got another 3 minute ass fucking…I guess my ass might be a little TOO tight! haha
4th call…it’s only getting better. THAT was fun.
Wow. You’re having an affair with a married woman and I’m speechless about it. I certainly love hearing about it though!
Well I feel sooo bad about Valentines day… here it came and went and I did not give you anything… A Pox on my house…
I am sorry… Now as for you getting a private life… with the exception that you are not getting that life with me… 
I am just glad that you are getting one. And more than that I am sooo very glad that you are doing better that is worth everything to me. And about commenting about your Journal… I am on this one and I did the last one… 
P Well enjoy the movie… and you know that you are the only one that I call… and when we do it is as if we had spoken every night previously…
Kisses