My new life, reflecting, guilt…

February 28th, 2007

I have been spending more time lately not working than working and I’m starting to feel a bit guilty about not being around when some of you want me. I feel disconnected from some of you that I’d felt pretty close to before and I know that you are having to call other girls when you look for me and I’m not around.

I know I shouldn’t feel bad, it’s business…it’s definitely not personal that I’m taking more time to myself and I know it’s not personal that you call other girls when I’m out doing stuff. I guess it’s just weird for me that the overall tone and focus of my life is changing. I’m feeling a lot less stressed out about things and even though my life has been an emotional roller coaster lately, I’m generally happier than I have been for the past couple of years.

I’m going to start doing shout outs again. I think that will help me feel a bit more connected to you guys and I know that you miss it. I’ll do my best to start posting every other day or so again so you have a better idea of what’s going on in my life and MAYBE someone will leave a comment and let me know that SOMEONE is reading this darn blog every once in awhile!!!! lol

I’m skipping the gym today so I can take calls during the day because I’m taking this evening off to go to the movies. I’m going to see “The Number 23”, which is totally freaky cause 23 is MY number. I’ll put a review up tomorrow and let you know what I thought of it.

Oh yeah! Did I tell you all that I got an IPOD? I got a 30 GB white one while I was in Portland cause there’s no tax there. I’m so happy that I did it! I swear this whole time I thought one of my callers would get one for me, but I give up. Now that I think about it, I got absolutely NOTHING for Valentine’s Day from ANY of you. Now I feel kinda pathetic. But I love the IPOD, it’s awesome to be working out and just be able to listen to any song I want to! I guess in the grand scheme of things, I don’t really have that much music…only about 20 GB. I think now that I can take everything with me to the gym easily though, I’ll get on it and start downloading some more stuff.

Anyway, I need to get some laundry done and pick my room up a bit … I still have a couple of hours until I have to start getting ready for the movie though, so call me if you get horny!

Shout outs for 2/27/07:
You’re a sweet guy…you make me slap my pussy and you still like me even though I admitted that I don’t want to fuck you in real life. Wait, you DO still like me, right? haha
I got another 3 minute ass fucking…I guess my ass might be a little TOO tight! haha
4th call…it’s only getting better. THAT was fun.
Wow. You’re having an affair with a married woman and I’m speechless about it. I certainly love hearing about it though!.

Strip clubs and dancing with Erin, plus sex with a huge cock!

February 27th, 2007

I had a great weekend…Friday night I hung out with the sniffer and met a couple of his friends. They were totally nerdy and nice and I had a good time. One of his friends is 6″10″! That’s fucking TALL! We went to dinner and then watched some vampire movie from the 80’s that I can’t even remember the name of. It wasn’t great, but wasn’t a complete waste of time. 🙂

Before his friends got there, we started messing around. He told me that it usually takes him more than half an hour to cum so he didn’t think we’d have time to finish, but I wanted to do “it” anyway…just so I could see if I could take his cock. It was definitely a stretch and at first hurt a little bit, but fifteen minutes later, he blew his load and I thought it was so funny. I wasn’t even trying hard to make him cum and it only took 15 minutes? He was MORTIFIED and even though I assured him that 15 minutes was average for intercourse, he promised me that he usually lasted a lot longer and he would prove it to me later that night.

After his friends left, we were watching some tv and started messing around again. I had a feeling I was in for it! After half an hour of him fingering me from behind and me squirting everywhere, I knew I’d been right. Damn, it was awesome and I hadn’t even been fucked again yet. We started fucking and I thought we were gonna go all night! I don’t even know how many positions we did, it was quite a few. He’d never done it from behind with the girl’s legs closed (he was standing on the floor and I was on my knees at the edge of the bed) and that’s the one that FINALLY made him cum. I think he’d been fucking me for at least 90 minutes, so he definitely redeemed himself. YAY for the sniffer!

I didn’t go to Portland until Saturday, but I had an awesome time. We went to dinner and then to a strip club where we stayed for a couple of hours. It’s so great when they can get so close to you and some of the girls at the club we went to were super hot. Then we went to a dance club where guys were all over both of us all night and I have to admit that it really turns me on to watch her dancing with a guy. We resisted taking anyone home even though we were really tempted by one super hot guy…I just went home with her and we fucked for a few hours before finally falling asleep around 5 am.

So wow, I’ve been having a lot of sex lately, eh? First the boy, then the sniffer and of course Erin in there in between and all around. Hope you’re not all getting jealous! lol

I’ve been on all day/night tonight and I’ve had some pretty good calls…final note before I post this though, Erin’s going to be in town this weekend! She’s coming down on Friday and we should be on and taking calls by 9 pm PST. I sent out an email on Niteflirt letting everyone know, so hopefully we’re super busy! As always, Saturday is kinda up the air…we might take calls or we might go out, it just depends on our moods!.

American Idol, The Sniffer, The Prestige

February 23rd, 2007

So the guy I posted about before, the one with the big dick, was surprised that I’d forgotten to use his new nickname when I talked about him! From reading the blog, he’d noticed that I nicknamed a lot of callers and other guys I date (“the boy” for example) and he wanted a nickname too!

On our first date, we were standing outside of the restaurant and I was waiting for the goodbye hug/kiss/handshake or whatever he decided to go for and he just stood there. Eventually he said, “I don’t know what to do, so I’m just gonna stand here.” Uh, what? So I told him he could give me a hug and he did. Well, apparently he enjoyed the way my hair smelled cause he said so when he pulled back. Then he actually leaned in and took a whiff!!! lol I was like, “Did you just SNIFF ME?” lol As he was walking away, he did it again.

I thought it was totally funny and weird and of course I told Erin and my cousin about it. They both thought it was weird and kinda creepy. Since then, pretty much every single time we’ve seen each other, he’s either openly sniffed my hair or commented on how good I smell. So, henceforth he will be known as “the sniffer.”

I hung out with him again last night, we ate dinner here at my place and then watched a movie. We watched “The Prestige” with Christian Bale and Hugh Jackman. Have any of you seen this movie? If so, please comment and let me know what you thought! It was so fucking weird!! OMG, half the time I was ahead of it and knew what was gonna happen and half the time, I had no f’ing idea what was going on. A day later and I still don’t know whether I actually liked it or not. The sniffer said he was gonna read the book cause he liked the movie.

 

I know I haven’t posted much about American Idol this season (like you care), but I am definitely watching it. The first four people got kicked off last night and one of the guys who went was one of my favorites. His voice made me wet. Really. Oh well, farewell hot Asian guy named Paul! I’m sure by the end of the season, I will have forgotten all about you, but I masturbated to your smoky, sexy voice a couple of times.
 

It’s funny how things change sometimes, isn’t it? I posted this morning in a bit of a snit cause I hadn’t gotten any calls…then today I got a financial domination guy who by 2 this afternoon had already put me at double an average day. I’ll be signed on all night tonight because I’m going up to Portland for the night tomorrow. I hadn’t posted about it before because we won’t be doing calls at all. I’ll just be up the one night and we’re going to spend some alone time together. I think we plan to go to a strip club and then out dancing, it should be fun! I’ll be back home and taking calls on Sunday evening, as far as I know.

Those of you who’ve been chatting with me know that my legs have been hurting since Wed. On Tues. my trainer worked me over so hard that I’ve barely been able to walk for the past couple of days. It’s definitely better today and I think I’ll feel back to normal by tomorrow. Thank God! That was horrible, I had to scoot down the stairs on my ass practically. Next time she’s pushing me too hard, I’m going to make sure and really let her know that I’m passing my limits.

Finally, I want to say a special hello to DJ. I’m glad I could help cheer you up last night, don’t even think twice about me calling while I had company. You’re my friend and I could never ignore you when you need me, no matter what I was doing. Ok, well if I were in the MIDDLE of fucking, I might ignore you til I was done…but then I’d talk to you. HAHAHA Did you get going on researching what we need to do for our new invention?! hahaha

I’ll be off for a bit eating dinner and doing stuff, but I’ll be on and taking calls later!!.

holy shit, what is going on?

February 23rd, 2007

So I’m sure you all know that Niteflirt takes a big cut of the money that you pay when you call me…it sucks and I wish they took less, but oh well. They also make us pay to “feature” our listings in the list of available girls. Well, they don’t MAKE us, but if you don’t then a lot of guys never see your listings because the list automatically defaults to show “featured” listings. Unless a guy changes that to look at “top available” or “highest rated”, they’ll never really see yours.

This month has SUCKED. I’ve paid so much money featuring my listing and I’ve gotten WAY less return than I normally have. I just spent $10 featuring my listing in the past hour and didn’t get one call from it. That’s never happened before. So, I’m going to bed in the HOLE. That’s definitely never happened before.

So here’s to hoping that tomorrow is better. Tonight sucked ass..

I can’t believe it’s been a week since I posted!

February 21st, 2007

I don’t really know what to say, I guess time just got away from me. My new policy of taking two days a week off has really allowed me to have more of a life than I had last year and I guess that even when I am taking calls, I’m spending less time at my computer and more time on the phone and/or just around the house doing stuff. I’m definitely feeling less stressed and overworked when it comes to my job and that’s a major plus.

I’ve been spending more time hanging out with my roomies and friends. Saturday was fun, we spent the day together shopping and eating and people watching…just generally having a good time. I went somewhere I shouldn’t have that night and that’s all I’ll say about that!

I’ve been hanging out with the guy who took me out for Valentine’s Day a lot more lately. He was totally just a friend and then when I thought the boy and I were done for good, I went ahead and upgraded him back to “potentially more” haha. Completely unexpectedly, the night of Valentine’s Day we ended up messing around. Yeah, we were both surprised by that, but it was nice! Not only was it a surprise that we played around, I was totally shocked at the size of his dick! OHMYGOD. WOW. I don’t know how long it is, but it’s so big around that my thumb and middle finger barely touch when I wrap my hand around it.

I should have figured that it would be big…I mean, he is 6’6″ tall and he joked that he wears a size 13 shoe. We haven’t had sex yet, just messed around a few times, but I think it’s imminent. Do you guys think I can take one that big???

Anyway, I’ve been trying to post this darn entry all freaking day and I just can’t seem to get it published, so I’m just gonna do it now and post another one tomorrow with other stuff..

Happy Valentine’s Day everyone!!!!

February 14th, 2007

I hope everyone has a GREAT Valentine’s Day. The boy and I are on the outs again, so I won’t be seeing him today. I’ve actually made a decision to stop posting about him in here cause I’m sure it’s getting annoying and I’m probably starting to look like a dork for having such an on again/off again relationship with someone who can’t seem to figure out how to treat me properly.

I’m going to dinner with a friend (yes, a nice place and it is a guy) and then over to his place to watch “Heroes”, which I totally fell behind on last year. I will be taking calls from there though and I’ll be online with Yahoo and AIM too! No, you can’t hear me have sex with him cause we don’t do that!

I’m so sore! I worked out with my trainer yesterday and then jogged three miles. My chest is sore! I just got home from the gym where I jogged again. I seem to be doing a lot of that lately for some reason. I guess I’m just trying to build up my stamina or something. Anyway, I’m about to go get ready, our reservations are early so I could get back to his place and work…hope to talk to you soon!.

So what’d I do this weekend?

February 12th, 2007

Yep, Erin came down on Friday and we took calls until the wee hours of the morning. It was great! We got some totally weird guys (which are always good for a laugh), some totally HOT guys (who inspire us to play with each other) and we got to talk to shy one, who basically subsidized the entire weekend with his generous nature. We can’t wait to talk to you again!

We had planned to go see the boy on Saturday night, but as of Friday afternoon his friend had bailed and he didn’t want the three of us (my cousin wanted to go too) to go out with just him. I guess he didn’t think he was man enough to handle all of us!! hahah Some clever phone calls and text messages on Friday night convinced him to talk his reluctant friend into it though, so we made plans to go see him.

Saturday we went to lunch with a friend, went shopping for something new to wear out to the club that night, got our nails done and then headed out. It’s a 90 minute drive, so it took us awhile to get there, but I really wanted Erin to meet the boy. Once we got there, it was great. We drank a little bit before we left, then went to a club that had great music but wasn’t too crowded. We pretty much got the run of the dance floor (which was awesome, the last thing we wanted was a bunch of guys all over us when we’d brought guys WITH us). The boy’s friend really liked Erin and the two of them got along great.

When we got back to his house, my cousin and Erin headed back to our house and I stayed with the boy. Erin just slept in my bed alone and then headed back to Portland in the morning. I had some fabulous sex that night AND that morning and left around 11:30. So things are back on track with him I guess and we’ll be seeing each other more often now I’m pretty sure. I got some totally surprising news too, but won’t post it here…ask me if you want to know!

Last night I went to the grocery store, cooked pasta and watched “Dangerous Beauty” with marathon man. It’s by far one of my favorite movies of all time and I’m glad he got to see it. He liked it too! We got off the phone a little after midnight and I went straight to sleep. I woke up around 9:30 and I just ate some breakfast and am feeling a bit sleepy again so I might go back to bed for a bit.

I’m going to spend part of today trying to put my plan to become a photographer into action…I’ll post more about that later. I’ll definitely be on tonight though, hope you guys look for me!!.

wow…another amazing, fantastic, rockin’ weekend!

February 11th, 2007

I have SO much to write, but I just have time to post a tiny little something to let you know that I probably won’t be online tonight. Marathon man and I are gonna cook dinner and watch a movie together! This is our special Valentine’s Day date and he’s been planning it since before Christmas. I might be on a bit later, but I’m running on only about 2 hrs. sleep plus a tiny nap, so I might just take the rest of the night off and get some rest.

Thanks to everyone who called Erin and I together, especially shy one! You are so amazing, understanding, caring and special and we’re both sorry we treated you that way Friday night with not calling back right away…we can’t WAIT to talk to you again. *kisses all over*.

Seriously?

February 8th, 2007

Ok, so night before last I had a really busy night…but mostly because of one guy. He’d called me once before, so I had an idea of what he likes, but this call started out kinda rough. He wouldn’t give me any input, was playing shy and truthfully was starting to frustrate me a little bit. We finally got into it though and he came pretty fast. Then he said he wanted to keep talking and he came two more times. I was pretty amazed at that point. I’ve never been with a guy in person who could have so many orgasms in 45 minutes. I think I’m remembering it right anyway…three the first call.

Then not even 15 minutes later, he called back again. This time it was an hour and two more orgasms. So that’s 5 in less than 2 hours. But get this…NOT EVEN FIVE MINUTES LATER, he called back AGAIN! I seriously thought he was fucking with me by now! Come on, 5 orgasms and he wants more?! 35 minutes later, we’d gotten number 6…definitely a record for me. I really couldn’t even believe it.

He called me back last night and came twice before I told him I was about to pass out and had to cut the call short. Sorry about that, that RARELY happens, but last night was just kinda weird for me.

I went to a friend’s house last night to watch “Snakes on a Plane” I feel kinda like the last person on Earth who hadn’t seen that movie…and holy shit! It was insane, dude!! I laughed, I cried, I jumped, I cringed, I cackled hysterically, I yelled at the screen. Yeah, it was dumb and totally cheesy, but I was HIGHLY entertained. If you haven’t seen it, I recommend doing so just so you can see a dude get bitten on the weiner and hear Samuel L. Jackson say, “Enough is enough! I have had it with these motherfucking snakes on this motherfucking plane!”

The baby is sick today so my cousin is coming home early and I should be signed in for calls ALL DAY. I went to sleep so early last night (just felt depressed for some reason, totally without reason) so I got up early today and am feeling good. I will go to the gym at some point, but I will be on for calls for a good 12-14 hr. period for the most part. I hope I get some good calls, I’m crazy horny lately!!

 

 

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Oh what a tangled web we weave…

February 7th, 2007

Ok, I’ve got lots to share, but first let me say that Erin is coming down this weekend! YAY!! She’ll be here Friday night around 9 pm (though you know how that goes, so be flexible) and we’ll be taking calls all night! We’ve got some possible stuff lined up for Saturday night though, so we probably won’t be on for calls that night.

I ended up missing the comedy show on Saturday, it sucked. I got there pretty much on time but then couldn’t find parking…my friend was at the front of the line and had to go all the way to the back and when we got halfway back up, they ran out of seats. I was bummed, but we went ahead and went to the movies and to dinner. We saw “Epic Movie” and it was SUPER funny.

I have to admit to being a bit scandalous though. The guy I was out with didn’t know it, but I went over to the boy’s house after the date. God, I know! Can you believe it? Well, I bet most of you can believe it, actually…at least if I’ve ever talked to you about him. I just thought it would be a good idea to get some sex since it had been awhile and I’d liked it so much with him, but when I got there it ended up being a lot more than that. In case you were wondering though, the sex was fucking fantastic. I really needed that.

I don’t know exactly where we stand right now, but he might come see me this weekend and meet Erin. I hope he does, I think that will be interesting. She’s heard so much about him and even talked to him on the phone a little bit on Sat. I’d love to hang out with both of them together, that should be fun.

I ended up confessing to the guy from Sat. what I’d done and he was ok with it. He knew that we weren’t exclusive and still wants to see me. I think Erin and I are gonna go to lunch with him this Sat. and hang out a bit. So yeah, I’m a busy, busy girl!! Friday night before Erin gets here will be the guy from LAST Friday again (super hot Clark Kent look alike) who IM’d me to tell me that he really liked me and can’t wait to see me again.

It feels good to have so much male attention after going without it for so long while I was committed to Erin…I still am, but it’s just different now, you know? I hope you guys aren’t getting jealous!! hahaha

Wow, I just had a SUPER busy night so I’m gonna post this and just write another entry tomorrow morning before I head to the gym. Woohoo!.


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