Not in a great mood…
I probably shouldn’t be writing up an entry right now, I’m in a super bad mood. Why, you ask? Well, it’s a combination of things really…things I can’t really talk about on here. I’m having some financial issues stemming from having taken so much time off recently and spending a lot at Christmas. I’m not destitute, but the savings I have is for taxes and I can’t really afford to carve into it. To top that off, I’m still missing that boy. Stupid, huh? We only dated for like a month, but he was so constantly in my life for that time, I just miss being missed. You know? I miss having him blow up my phone constantly with texts or calls and knowing where he is/what he’s doing and when we’ll talk next. I know I deserve more than 3 days to get over him, but I just feel so depressed about it. I think if he’d at least talk to me, I could move on…but he won’t.
I did have a GREAT weekend with Erin and I already miss her. I might go up and visit her on Friday and come back Sat. cause I have a “date” with marathon man on Sat. that I need to be around for. Man, we had some great calls this weekend. Shy one is someone I talk about in here a lot, but lately he’s really been there for me and I appreciate it so much. Our call with you really did help cheer me up on Friday and the one we had last night really made me feel better. I guess I figure that if there are guys like you out there, I might be able to find one someday.
I had a session with my trainer yesterday and today I’m just gonna go jog at the park before I pick the baby up from day care. Oh yeah, my baby sitting duties have been cut WAY back. My cousin is working full time now, so she takes the baby to day care in the morning and I just pick him up somewhere between 2 and 3 and keep him til she gets home around 5:30. Sometimes her man gets home earlier. He usually takes a nap as soon as I get him home too, so it’s really not a big deal. I actually like spending time with the little dude. He’s 10 months old now and can pull himself up and walk around holding on to stuff and crawls like a champ. It’s cute. I can’t wait til he starts walking and talking!
Anyway, I’m gonna head out to the park. I’ll be on tonight though, hope it’s as busy tonight as it was last night! *kisses*
Oh crap, I almost forgot! Thanks SO MUCH to Johnathan, who admitted that the watch was from him! It’s a Christmas present that arrived late…and I completely love it! *kisses all over* to you for getting it for me.
Awww Nikki you know no matter what I am here for you and thank you for being there for me as well. *hugs*