My wild and crazy weekend!

January 28th, 2007

I went to Erin’s house on Friday and we had a GREAT time. It was her friend’s birthday and I’ve hung out with her friend quite a few times so I was looking forward to it. We went to this one girl’s house and hung out for a bit before heading to a laser light show of Pink Floyd’s “The Wall”. We did mushrooms before we left and I have a few comments on that subject.

I’d never really done them by themselves before and done enough to get super high. I’d never had THAT type of high before and been THAT high. This is gonna sound weird, but at one point, I was so high that I couldn’t really remember how to go to the bathroom! I was looking at the toilet thinking, “Wow, I think you’re supposed to sit on that thing…” but then once I sat down, I kept feeling like I was doing something wrong. And yes, the seat was down.

The laser light show was AWESOME. My GOD, I’d never seen anything like that and yes, the mushrooms did make it super crazy intense…but overall, I think I can pass on doing mushrooms again just as a solo recreational drug. I didn’t like being that high and feeling a bit out of control. Erin likes to do them only about twice a year, but I think that’s probably because xtc doesn’t affect her very much when she takes it!

We went back to the girl’s house after the show to do some more shrooms and then go out dancing, but by the time we got there we just decided that it was too late and ended up staying there. We didn’t do any more shrooms either, just chilled out and watched her friend give us a poi show. You know what poi are, right? The things that people spin around that are on fire? It was awesome.

Then Erin and I went to eat by ourselves. We went to Shari’s and we get there and there’s this group of like 6 or 7 super young teenage boys that are obviously drunk and/or high on something…they got kicked out shortly after we arrived. Well, one of the kids didn’t like that and he started kicking rocks at the windows and yelling and screaming at the restaurant and running himself into trees! It was fuckin’ weird! Then we watched them go across the street to a 7-11, where one of them proceeded to try and get naked inside the store! They finally left, but it was totally weird.

Then while Erin and I were waiting for our food (which ended up being so nasty we didn’t even take more than 2 bites and ended up not having to pay for), I looked over and saw FLAMES shooting up to the ceiling from one of the stoves. I said, “holy shit, the kitchen is on fire,” and pointed over toward it, at which point Erin looked over. What SHE saw was a guy standing in the bar area mopping (she said it looked like he was dancing) and the fire. Then the guy saw me pointing and I guess he thought I was making a pass at him or something cause he stopped mopping and flashed a peace sign at me.

It was so surreal and ridiculous, I don’t think I’ve laughed that hard in YEARS. Ok, maybe not since rubber sheeteria (long story), but I thought I was actually gonna hurt myself laughing. And yes, someone did finally come and put the fire out. Later as Erin was eating some of my broccoli, she figured out what had caught on fire. She said the broccoli tasted like flames. lol After that we went back to her place and passed out. I left around 1 when she headed to work.

I came home last night for my date with marathon man. I have no comment about that except for to say that did happen and “Catch and Release” was a stupid ass movie.

I talked to “the boy” yesterday on instant message for a bit too. He’s so confusing. It’s starting to sound like he didn’t really mean to break it off with me completely, just punish me a bit or something. I guess he just didn’t know who he was dealing with. When someone ignores me for days and then says they’ll mail back a movie I left at their place, I take it to mean that they’re done and don’t ever plan to see me again. I guess I took it more seriously than he thought I would. I guess we’ll keep chatting and see what happens. I’m open to being friends with him and maybe even dating him again depending on what he says to me.

Today I went with my cousin to a bridal shop to help her try on wedding gowns. That was fun! I should be on and taking calls all night tonight!

Final note, I finally passed that chick on Niteflirt! YAY! I’m still ahead of her for now, but wouldn’t be surprised if she pulls out ahead of me again a time or two in the next few weeks. I think the competition is fun, even if it’s all in my own head! Hope to talk to you soon! *kisses*.

Time moves on.

January 26th, 2007

Well, I know a lot of you have expressed sympathy for my situation, so I’ll give an update. I posted a personals ad day before yesterday and the boy saw it and emailed me. We ended up emailing back and forth for a bit and then talking on the phone for about an hour. It was hard because even though we were discussing serious topics, we were laughing and joking around like we always had. The bottom line is that he just wasn’t willing to give me what I needed. I hurt his feelings at the end I think by telling him that I was going to start an affair with my ex boyfriend as a rebound, so I sent him an email and apologized for that. I think maybe we’ll end up being friends. I still can’t tell whether he expected me to ask him to come back.

I’m definitely going to Erin’s today! It’ll only be for one night, but will definitely be worth it. We’re gonna go to a laser light show and then out dancing. I’ve gotta come back early for the date with marathon man. He’s making me go to a restaurant by myself! I’ve never done that before and I’m not looking forward to it. I wanted to take my cousin with me, but she can’t find a baby sitter so she can’t go. Then I have to go to the movies by myself! This is a bit of a nightmare for me, but hey…whatever, I guess. I do want to see the movie, so I guess I’ll endure sitting there like a huge loser on a Sat. night at 7 pm. by myself.

I’m off to the doctor for a routine check up and then when I get back, I’ll be headed to Portland. *kisses* to shy one for missing me while I’m gone. I’m sure you’ll be just fine!.

Not in a great mood…

January 23rd, 2007

I probably shouldn’t be writing up an entry right now, I’m in a super bad mood. Why, you ask? Well, it’s a combination of things really…things I can’t really talk about on here. I’m having some financial issues stemming from having taken so much time off recently and spending a lot at Christmas. I’m not destitute, but the savings I have is for taxes and I can’t really afford to carve into it. To top that off, I’m still missing that boy. Stupid, huh? We only dated for like a month, but he was so constantly in my life for that time, I just miss being missed. You know? I miss having him blow up my phone constantly with texts or calls and knowing where he is/what he’s doing and when we’ll talk next. I know I deserve more than 3 days to get over him, but I just feel so depressed about it. I think if he’d at least talk to me, I could move on…but he won’t.

I did have a GREAT weekend with Erin and I already miss her. I might go up and visit her on Friday and come back Sat. cause I have a “date” with marathon man on Sat. that I need to be around for. Man, we had some great calls this weekend. Shy one is someone I talk about in here a lot, but lately he’s really been there for me and I appreciate it so much. Our call with you really did help cheer me up on Friday and the one we had last night really made me feel better. I guess I figure that if there are guys like you out there, I might be able to find one someday.

I had a session with my trainer yesterday and today I’m just gonna go jog at the park before I pick the baby up from day care. Oh yeah, my baby sitting duties have been cut WAY back. My cousin is working full time now, so she takes the baby to day care in the morning and I just pick him up somewhere between 2 and 3 and keep him til she gets home around 5:30. Sometimes her man gets home earlier. He usually takes a nap as soon as I get him home too, so it’s really not a big deal. I actually like spending time with the little dude. He’s 10 months old now and can pull himself up and walk around holding on to stuff and crawls like a champ. It’s cute. I can’t wait til he starts walking and talking!

Anyway, I’m gonna head out to the park. I’ll be on tonight though, hope it’s as busy tonight as it was last night! *kisses*

Oh crap, I almost forgot! Thanks SO MUCH to Johnathan, who admitted that the watch was from him! It’s a Christmas present that arrived late…and I completely love it! *kisses all over* to you for getting it for me..

Holy shit, what a day!

January 20th, 2007

Ok, so I’ll just start out by saying that I got dumped today! No, not by Erin…by that boy I wrote the story about! I confronted him with some things yesterday that I wasn’t loving about the relationship and he responded by freaking out and deciding not to talk to me anymore. I know, I can hear the gasps around the country as this entry is read, but hey…everyone isn’t for everyone, right? I mean, he just couldn’t handle the fact that I asked for 5 minutes of pillow talk after sex. Oh well!

Erin IS here though and we’ve had a GREAT night. I cried over the boy for a little bit, but then we got a call from our shy one that was almost an hour and a half and after that, I just couldn’t be depressed. Not only that, but Erin brought me an unexpected present! Check it out, it’s a beautiful watch that I put on my wish list not too long ago! I love unexpected presents! Now there was NOTHING in the package that tells me who bought me this! Who did it? Please tell me!

I’m not sure what we’ll be doing tomorrow, but we’ll undoubtedly be on to take calls at some point during the day. If you want to call, send us an email and we’ll do our best to sign on!

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Erin’s coming!

January 18th, 2007

I know it’s short notice, but Erin’s coming tomorrow night and we’ll be doing calls together! I hope it’s busier tomorrow than it has been lately for ME when I sign on. It’s been slow on the phones and on instant message lately. I feel kinda lonely when I sign on. I guess that’s what I get for daring to take a couple of days off a week for the past few weeks? *pout*

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Wow!

January 16th, 2007

I can’t believe how many of you bought that journal entry I sold the password to. It was only $1.00, so I guess I shouldn’t be THAT surprised, but wow…I’ve gotten some great feedback about it too. I’m really glad you all enjoyed it so much! I’m actually signed in for calls right now because I’m going to see him again tonight. I might be signed in during the drive too, it takes me about an hour and a half to get to his place. Wouldn’t that be fun to talk dirty with me while I’m in rush hour traffic? lol

I went to the movies yesterday and saw “Stomp The Yard” It was totally predictable, kinda cheesy and I wish they’d kept the camera more still for a lot of the stomp/dance sequences, but I still enjoyed it. Yeah, I’m easily entertained…what can I say? If you like dance (and I’m sure many of you do! HAH), you’ll probably like this movie. It definitely got me all riled up for “So You Think You Can Dance”, which usually starts sometime after “American Idol” does. Speaking of which…”American Idol” starts tonight! You guys know what a nut I am for this show! So get ready to be hearing a lot about it! lol

I came home and pretty much went straight to work. Taking two days off a week is killin’ me financially. I still am not quite sure what I’m going to do about it, but I know that I’m not going to stop. I really need to feel like I have more of a life and if I have to give up the lifestyle to which I’ve become accustomed, then I’ll just have to work harder on finding a man who can subsidize my spending habits! HAHA What’s kinda funny is that this boy I’ve been seeing makes as much money as I do, which is very nice.

I think I mentioned in here that I hired a personal trainer? I really wanted to kick it into high gear and get more stamina and strength back that I’ve been missing since I quit kick boxing. I don’t think I mentioned THAT here, but I quit cause the teacher quit and put an older lady in her place who just sucks at it. It feels more like an “old lady aerobics” class now than a kick boxing class and it doesn’t motivate me enough to even really get my heart rate up. So I’m going back to the gym now and wanted someone to work with me when I lift.

I actually need to get going and get my gym clothes on here in a minute, so I’ll wrap this up. When I get home, I’ll be getting ready to head out, but don’t be surprised if you see me signed on for a bit here later! I think it would be fun to take calls while I was in the car! Guys who call me do it a lot, so why not me? haha Don’t miss me too much! *kisses* Oh yeah, I know you all hate me cause I’m not doing shout outs anymore, but I’m still not in a place where I feel like giving that much energy to it…so just bear with me for a bit and I’m sure they’ll reappear. You know I love you all though!

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January 15th, 2007

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Milestones and resolutions!

January 8th, 2007

Time is FLYING by, I can’t believe it’s been 4 days since I last wrote in here. Last night I made it to 8,000 points on my top Niteflirt listing! YAY! That is SO exciting, I can’t even believe it. I should bust my way into the top 20 within a month or two, for sure. No matter what I do, I can’t seem to catch the girl in front of me though…she started a couple of months before me and we’re the only 2 girls who started last year who are in the top 30, but it’s been back and forth for the past few months. I’ve gotten as close as 20 pts. away and then I always take some time off or something and she pulls back ahead. So please remember to rate your calls and help me pass her up! Ok yeah, I’m slightly competetive.

Those of you who call me regularly know how much time I usually put in to taking calls. I’d say that on average last year, I was available for calls about 60 hrs. a week. I usually worked at least 6 days a week, often 7. It was easy since Erin and I were together all year and I don’t get to see her all that often. But toward the end of last year, I realized that my social life has really suffered recently.

So I made a resolution to take two entire days off per week this year. The problem with that is that I’ve become accustomed to a certain level of income and can’t really afford to lose what I would by not signing in 16+ hrs. a week. I tried it out last week, took 2 full days off and my income was about $300 less than what it normally would have been. Not as bad as I expected, but still not acceptable.

I’m mulling over a few options…I know I’ve talked about doing domination in this blog before, but lately I’ve been getting a lot more experience with it. I went to the gym today and was talking to someone about hiring a personal trainer to help me with lifting weights and he said, “Well, you’re definitely a dominant person, so I’d want to put you with a girl.” I thought that was pretty damn funny, but I guess if knowing what you want and being able to ask for it is dominant, then in some cases I am. I’ve always been hesitant to try it before, but if it will get me 2 days off every week, I think I’m gonna have to be game.

Who knows, maybe I’ll try it and immediately get some rich old guy who likes to be called names who will subsidize my weekends. lol It could happen! Anyway, I’m trying to figure out other stuff too, we’ll see what happens. I’m definitely looking forward to spending more time with my friends though and now that Erin and I have relaxed our “no romantic relationships with men” rule, I’ve already started dating a bit. More regular sex with boys will definitely help improve my mood!

I had a good day today. I woke up, took my stupid flat tire to get fixed using my roomie’s car, went to the gym, got a delicious mocha smoothie, came home and read a bit, then played a game with my roomie…and now, here I am. I plan to be on all night taking calls because Wed. night I’m going to be off going to dinner and a movie with a friend. I’ll be working tomorrow, Thurs. and Fri. and then taking all day/night Sat. and Sunday during the day off.

I want to say a special thanks to panty boy, for being there for me the other night when I couldn’t sleep. You may have a tiny lil cock, but 208 calls and a year and a half later, I trust you. I’m glad we met.

I know I’ve really let shout outs go, but since I haven’t gotten many comments lately on things that I write, I’m not sure how many of you even really read my blog anymore. Seems like for the first year or so, guys would constantly comment on the phone and IM about things that I mentioned in here…not so much anymore. So I’m just gonna apologize for slacking on the shout outs and hope that those of you who deserve them know who you are. I’ll try to do a bit better about it in the future!

Finally, a special thanks to the guy who pushed me over 8,000 pts. last night. That was an awesome call, I’m really glad we got to know each other a bit better. You rock!

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If you’re the jealous type, you might want to skip this one!

January 4th, 2007

Ok, here’s the promised write up of my New Year’s Eve activities. I know you’re all aware that Erin came up for the weekend. I’m not sure whether I mentioned that I had planned a party at my parents’ house for New Year’s Eve. It wasn’t supposed to be a huge party, only around 15-20 people were invited and I didn’t think all of them would show up.

For those of you who haven’t been reading my blog very long, I’ll give a little recap of one of the people I invited. His name’s Brian and I went out with him in Feb. of 2006 and had a great time. We had planned to get together a number of other times (including once right around Thanksgiving) but he had cancelled every single one of the dates. I’m talkin’ at least 5 times. But he kept after me on IM and we talked on the phone and he said he really wanted to see me again, blah blah blah.

So on a spur of the moment thing, I invited him to the party, thinking that there was just no way in hell that he’d actually show up. You all know I love Erin, but sometimes I just really need some cock…and lately I’d been feenin’ pretty bad for some. I planned to do xtc during the party and figured that this would be a great time to try sex with a guy while on it. I talked to him online about the party almost daily for about 2 wks., still fully expecting him to cancel. So when he didn’t show up online for a couple of days before the party, I just figured that he wasn’t planning to show and wouldn’t say anything to me about it.

About an hour into the party I’d already taken the pill and was peaking (higher than I’ve ever been before) when my phone rang. He was 5 mins. from the place and needed the final directions to get there! I just about passed out, I could NOT have been more surprised and at that point, a little bit annoyed! I’d already gotten used to the idea of playing with Erin that night (she’d already started hooking up with another guy at the party) and just calling it good.

We started hanging out (he was just as hot as I remembered) and then making out pretty quickly. I wanted to experiment and GOD DAMN, that felt good. Anyway, I’m not going to give TOO many details (believe me though, the night was fucking weird overall), but we ended up making out and fucking for a good 5 hours. Erin got some too, she fucked the guy she hooked up with three times over the course of the night. I actually watched her give head to him for about 15 minutes…that was totally hot.

I have another encounter to tell you all about that happened on Tuesday, but I’ll write that up either later tonight or another day soon. Erin and I have slightly renegotiated our “no boyfriends” policy and I’ve got a guy hooked pretty good already. We’ll see what happens!

Final note, I’m home! Back in Cali now…just in case you were wondering!.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!

January 2nd, 2007

OMG New Year’s Eve was the weirdest night of my entire life. No kidding. I just wanted to post real quick and say Happy New Year to everyone! I will write more details later.

Yes, there was LOTS of sex!.


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