Something so simple…

The baby laughed for the very first time this evening. I was so excited by it, I almost passed out! How can something so simple be so completely overwhelming and wonderful? We tried to tape it a few minutes later but he refused to repeat the performance. Already such a prima donna!

I still don’t quite want one of my own (a baby that is), but a movie I watched this afternoon made me realize just how lucky this little baby who just learned how to laugh today is.

The words on the image show how many awards the movie won and I don’t argue that it was a great film. What I have a problem with is the word “Inspiring” in the middle. I’m not sure if any of you have seen it, but “inspiring” is quite possibly the last word I’d use to describe this movie.

I won’t spoil it for anyone, since I’m obviously recommending that you watch it, but the last few minutes of the movie are painfully depressing. It seemed as if we went through this emotional journey with the children only to be taught that it’s hopeless. I guess maybe I need to watch it again in order to see how “inspiring” it could be. I certainly wasn’t inspired to do anything other than write this journal entry about it.

For those of you who are wondering, no, I didn’t get out today. My roomie didn’t come home until late and I guess I had a 6th sense that it would be slow tonight, so I signed in as soon as she got here.

I was right. As busy as yesterday was, today it was that slow. I made less than half of my usual goal. I’ve never really experienced a “summer slow down” before, but now I know what the girls in the forums were talking about! It’s even slow right now and usually it really picks up for me after midnight.

I suppose then it’s possible that I will leave myself signed in overnight. If you look and see me on when I’m not usually, that’s probably why. Don’t worry though, I can wake up fast and yes, I LOVE fucking in the middle of the night. There’s nothing better than waking to someone’s hand clutching my breast or sliding down my belly to my pussy.

Final note, I just had to mention this. I was so insanely bored today since no one was calling me and only a few people were IM’ing me that I was playing spider solitaire on my computer. Now, I play it occasionally, but never really pay that much attention to it, so I don’t win a high % of the games. I was on the “medium” setting today and I won NINE games in a row. NINE! Can you believe it?

Now, talking to Johnathan made me realize that that’s not quite the feat I thought it was. Apparently, he wins 75% of his games! I’m only at 38% even with all those wins, but our high score was tied! Any of you play spider solitaire? What are your high scores?

I’m gonna be selfish right now and say that I don’t feel like doing shout outs right now. I just feel kinda “blah” and don’t wanna. So there! I was talking to one of my callers (even though he doesn’t call much anymore) and he suggested I take a little vacation. My immediate thoughts were, “Where? Alone? Wouldn’t I get bored?” I guess that going somewhere to clear my thoughts and recoup and perhaps get out of this “rut” I feel I’m in just isn’t quite clicking with me. I’d miss my roomies, my callers, my computer and tv. What is WRONG with me?

Maybe I’ll do that right now. I’ll do some quick online research and see what kind of deals are going on right now for plane tickets and hotels. Maybe even a spa? I guess I could afford a little bit of a splurge right now, especially if some of you kicked in to help. Mmm, yes, that’s what I’ll do. *wanders off to Google*

 

1 Comment for 'Something so simple…'

1. UBU
   Said:

   How da heck could you watch that movie? Just reading the back of it made me depressed. UGH. Say, isn’t there a pleasent movie on the killing fields of Cambodia you could Netflix?

   And yes, you need a vacation. I say……..VEGAS BABY!!