Late night ramblings…
It’s almost 1 am and I’m not really tired. Lately calls seem to have been coming in cycles. One day it’s so busy I can’t even pee (sorry for being crude) between calls and the next it’s a ghost town on my phone.
I have no idea why it’s been doing that lately. I guess if I did, I’d do something to fix it. Truthfully, it’s kinda lonely. All of my friends are sleeping for the most part, they have regular day jobs. So when I am not busy, I really can’t call someone up and ask them to come over and hang out!
Lately it’s even been quiet on AIM and Yahoo…which is weird. I used to have a lot of people chatting with me pretty much constantly. I know I worried about this before and I’m NOT going to now, one or two slow days does not constitute something to worry about, but I wonder if I’m not getting stale to some guys?
I mean, if you fuck the same person over and over again in real life, eventually it gets boring unless you spice things up somehow, right? I can only imagine that it would be the same on the phone.
I had to ask because I personally have never experienced that. I’ve never really been with one person long enough for just regular sex to get stale. Even masturbating doesn’t get stale for me! lol
So who knows…maybe I’m finally experiencing the dreaded “summer slow down” that I’ve always heard talked about. I didn’t catch it last year, but maybe that’s because I was new and exciting.
Anyway, I don’t know why I ramble out loud like this. I probably shouldn’t say stuff like this in my journal…I should talk about how hot I am and how much you all want me, right? lol
Earlier tonight, the sweetest guy called me up and talked to me and Taylor (yeah, I know I said she quit, but she’s back) just because we were bored. I swear, I have so much fun talkin’ to you…maybe because I know I can be “mean” like that and you won’t get mad.
I really am sorry that I missed your shout out…it’s cause you called the next day too (that I hadn’t done shout outs for yet) and so you got pushed to the front of the list.
I still think the idea of doing “PhoneSexMeanieNikki” is hella funny though. Wouldn’t you wanna call it? I bet SOME guys would!
I do like laughing on my calls though, sometimes too much. I’m sure Ubu gets pissed when I crack up for the 90th time about something dumb…I just can’t help it sometimes!
Anyway, I really am just rambling now. I think I’ll go ahead and go to sleep. Maybe I’ll try to go to the movies tomorrow or something fun.
Dude…
First off, we’ve scrogged like 2000 times and I am nowhere near tired of you yet. How can that possibly happen? That would be like sayen I am tired of ice cream. Can’t happen.
Secondly “PhoneSexMeanieNikki†is now your Dom name. hee hee
Thirdly…dude. If i got mad at you for laughing, I would never get no loven. The only time it was kinda aggravating was, as we call it, the “Barnyard Animal” Incident. 10 minutes of “Moo heeee heeee”, “Bleat heeee heeee”. I don’t remember calling 1-800-Barnyard….
Hey Sweetie… you boring or stale…. as far as I am concerned the sun would cease rising before that could be said about you. I am sure there are guys out there that might want you to be ‘Mean’ to them… but come on I would so much rather listen to you laugh, and hear the sweeter side of you… after all if I wanted someone mean… I can talk to my customers…. they ask me to do worse things than any Dom could request…
And yes Sweetie I am sorry that I have been talking to you less than I should… but believe me it is not you at all… it is that nasty thing called work… 
I know I have told you this in the past personally… but now for all to read… You are the best hands down…
Now lets address the desire to hang out… all you have to do is let me know where and when and I will be there with bells on… well maybe that euphemism is lost on someone so young… but it means that I will be there in a heart beat…
I’m just getting started with you! You are so sweet and sexy and I wouldn’t ever dream of talking with another girl about the things we’ve talked about… you’re making me do things that I love!!! I love holding it for you! winebottle123