Finally got through it!

I finally got through “A History of Violence”. Last night I started watching it around 7 pm and at 1 am, I’d gotten through 14 minutes. So I gave up and just watched it today.

I’m not quite sure what my feelings on it are yet. Can people really change? Can they start over with a clean slate? Should she/will she/ did she already decide to forgive him? I think she did. Does he deserve it? Will they get over it as a family?

It was an interesting movie, I will recommend it to people even if I’m not quite sure what to think of it myself. The sex scene on the stairs WAS hot, but I from what everyone had said, I was expecting a bit more!

I spent today just completely chillin’. I helped my cousin pimp out her myspace page for like 2 hours lol GOD. I had one but they deleted it because I had a link to my site on there. I guess some jealous ho turned me in or something…a lot of phone sex girls have them but I think I’ll just forget it. I don’t think I’d be able to keep it…someone would always be turnin’ me in.

Hers looks cute now though, I helped her change the background and fonts and stuff and put pictures of the baby up. She was all happy.

I’m about to sign in for the night. I think I’m going to try and do some special projects this week. My weekly audio journal completely flopped…apparently NO ONE is interested in it, so I’m just not going to do it anymore. Or maybe I’ll just give them away for free. I mean, if no one is paying for them, why not? It will give guys a better chance to hear my voice.

I’m starting to get some kind of complex about my voice too, btw. So many guys repeatedly say how absolutely amazing it is…I wonder if they’re just kissing my ass or if they really believe it! I hear myself and it doesn’t sound like anything special.

I need to change out my free voice sample though, I know that. Someone told me I sound better on the phone than in it…so I guess it’s not good. Someone told me last night that my recorded member name sounds too super crazy chipper and upbeat, so apparently I need to change that TOO. hahaha

I think I feel like writing a bit. I want to write out a list of role plays…guys constantly ask me for ideas and it’s hard to come up with them off the top of my head. Yeah, that sounds like fun.

Anyway, I’m just rambling now. I’ll log in to take calls and I’ll be around my computer for the next few hours! Someone come ravish me!

  
  
 

Shout outs for 4/29/06:
So buddha….I swear, every single time, it seems to get hotter. I’ve noticed you’ve recently gone from calling me “one of the best” girls on NF to “THE best” I’m glad I got promoted! lol
Fucking your girlfriend’s sister is so naughty….I love it!
My pink panty boy called just when I asked him to. No waiting around and missing me, I wanted to get FUCKED and you did it just right. I think we’re hooked on each other for life.
“Always a pleasure” How classy! Thanks hon, I’m glad we finally got to talk again this month!
My Ubu! SOOOOO funny that you thought you could call me and not fuck me….HAHAHAHAHAH you know better now!!

1 Comment for 'Finally got through it!'

1. UBU
   Said:

   I can sooo call you and not fock you. I am a rock!! I am a man!!!

   But…you have the boobies….

   Dammit…