I finally got through “A History of Violence”. Last night I started watching it around 7 pm and at 1 am, I’d gotten through 14 minutes. So I gave up and just watched it today.

I’m not quite sure what my feelings on it are yet. Can people really change? Can they start over with a clean slate? Should she/will she/ did she already decide to forgive him? I think she did. Does he deserve it? Will they get over it as a family?

It was an interesting movie, I will recommend it to people even if I’m not quite sure what to think of it myself. The sex scene on the stairs WAS hot, but I from what everyone had said, I was expecting a bit more!

I spent today just completely chillin’. I helped my cousin pimp out her myspace page for like 2 hours lol GOD. I had one but they deleted it because I had a link to my site on there. I guess some jealous ho turned me in or something…a lot of phone sex girls have them but I think I’ll just forget it. I don’t think I’d be able to keep it…someone would always be turnin’ me in.

Hers looks cute now though, I helped her change the background and fonts and stuff and put pictures of the baby up. She was all happy.

I’m about to sign in for the night. I think I’m going to try and do some special projects this week. My weekly audio journal completely flopped…apparently NO ONE is interested in it, so I’m just not going to do it anymore. Or maybe I’ll just give them away for free. I mean, if no one is paying for them, why not? It will give guys a better chance to hear my voice.

I’m starting to get some kind of complex about my voice too, btw. So many guys repeatedly say how absolutely amazing it is…I wonder if they’re just kissing my ass or if they really believe it! I hear myself and it doesn’t sound like anything special.

I need to change out my free voice sample though, I know that. Someone told me I sound better on the phone than in it…so I guess it’s not good. Someone told me last night that my recorded member name sounds too super crazy chipper and upbeat, so apparently I need to change that TOO. hahaha

I think I feel like writing a bit. I want to write out a list of role plays…guys constantly ask me for ideas and it’s hard to come up with them off the top of my head. Yeah, that sounds like fun.

Anyway, I’m just rambling now. I’ll log in to take calls and I’ll be around my computer for the next few hours! Someone come ravish me!

Shout outs for 4/29/06:
So buddha….I swear, every single time, it seems to get hotter. I’ve noticed you’ve recently gone from calling me “one of the best” girls on NF to “THE best” I’m glad I got promoted! lol
Fucking your girlfriend’s sister is so naughty….I love it!
My pink panty boy called just when I asked him to. No waiting around and missing me, I wanted to get FUCKED and you did it just right. I think we’re hooked on each other for life.
“Always a pleasure” How classy! Thanks hon, I’m glad we finally got to talk again this month!
My Ubu! SOOOOO funny that you thought you could call me and not fuck me….HAHAHAHAHAH you know better now!!

Ok, my super hot military massage artist…I’m at your feet, begging for forgiveness. I think NF fucked up somehow cause I missed you AND my firefighter the night that Taylor was here.

Can you ever forgive me? I need shout out rehab!! *sobbing*

I had a very restful night and laid back day. Last night I was so busy that I could barely even think. I was on the phone 70% of the time for an entire 6.5 hour period. That’s crazy. I even talked to someone on my cell phone while I drove to get my dinner! And yes, he was ok with the fact that I wasn’t masturbating OR getting him off lol

I woke up around 10 and just hung around for a bit with my cousin and the baby. Then I went off to do some shopping. I needed some new clothes for my trip to Disneyland with Erin…well, not really, I just wanted to shop.

And then, oddly enough, I bought myself a Shirley Temple movie and came home and watched it while I ate some pizza! It was fun and spontaneous and I like to keep my life that way!

I hope tonight is as busy as last night…well, not quite THAT busy, but steady. I want to get a new camcorder! I looked at some today and am going to do some research on them tonight. I definitely want the kind that records directly to a hard drive. Well, I guess I’n not completely sure. It does seem like it might be a TAD bit inconvenient to have to burn a movie to a DVD every time I want to watch it on a tv and don’t have my cables with me…but the hard drives will record five times as much video as the dvds and just seem like the overall way to go.

I don’t have a subscription to consumer reports anymore, but I might join again if they have a recent review of them.

I don’t want to spend more than $500 on it and I want it to take pretty high resolution stills as well so I don’t have to buy a new digital camera. If you have one or have any recommendations, please email me or leave a comment!

I will be watching “A History of Violence” tonight while I do calls. Let me know what you thought of it and I’ll post my review when I’m done.

Shout outs for 4/28/06:
*kiss* to Johnathan for talking to me while I got my dinner. You’re the best. And the idea about me calling to say good night to you every night doesn’t sound bad!
I got a new caller who just wanted to masturbate for me while I sucked another guy’s dick…I really like that idea, I’d love to do that in real life. Really.
HAHAHAHAHA my ASS PIGGY called again last night. Oh that’s so fucking FUNNY…hearing him oink and stuff just makes my day, I swear.
My stroker called and stroked for me again…I’m liking this whole arrangement. Let’s keep it up!
Wow, had an insanely hot second call with a guy who discussed being open to fulfilling my fantasy of seeing two guys together. My GOD. I love my job.
Didn’t call for almost 5 mos. and then didn’t leave feedback, but I’ll give you a shout out anyway. Our three ways have always been hot and last night was NO exception. I’m so glad we got to talk again!
My shy one! I had missed you almost unbearably…truly. And you came twice! That ROCKED!! *kisses all over* I hope it’s never that long again.
 

I was so distracted with calls that I forgot a MAJOR shout out! My firefighter…who introduced Taylor to cross dressing and is so insanely hot, it hurts! OMG!!!

I’m SO SORRY. You know I adore you…

Ok, I kept getting interrupted so I posted my regular post before I could finish the shout outs, just so I could get it posted! So here are

Shout outs for 4/27/06:
Had a GREAT call with a fellow “vej”….I really LOVED our conversations, even if it wasn’t what either of us expected.
My UBU! I hope we never go that long without talking again. Really. And thanks for busting Taylor’s cherry!
Had a new caller who I caught jacking off at the mall. Naughty, naughty!!
And a huge OMG to my personal stroker now. Yes, that’s right. He can only stroke for ME from now on. And he sent me a voice file of himself doing it for me and I think it’s going to spawn a new section on the “make me smile” page!!
Did I smile? yes. Did I have a great time? Yes, as always. Thank you SO much sweetie…for the smile and the call.