Happy New Year everyone!

December 30th, 2005

Ok, I’m leaving in just a few minutes, but wanted to post really quick and wish everyone a HAPPY NEW YEAR! I’ll be back on Sunday with Erin and don’t forget that we’ll be doing 2 girl calls starting at around 6 pm (maybe even earlier).Â

Talk to you soon!.

Trip excitement and thank you, 2 girl calls with Erin coming Sun.!

December 29th, 2005

I spent almost all day today trying to get ready for my trip. I had to wash clothes, pack them, track down snow gear, plan out meals, talk to Erin 1,000 times and basically just try to make sure that we’re ready to go! Another one of her friends (a guy) is going to go with us and I have to pick him up before I meet with Erin in Washington state.Â

I’m SO excited! We found out that renting snowmobiles is $100 though, so I don’t think we’ll be doing that. Kinda depressing. I’ve never ridden one and was really looking forward to it. At least we’ll be able to play in the snow though and I’m bringing a sled so hopefully that will work out too! Though if you feel like sending me a tip, I could use it for renting a snowmobile!!!!!!

I don’t think I mentioned this yet, but Erin’s going to come back to Van with me on Sunday and we’re going to do calls that night. We should be back around 6 pm or so and start taking calls as soon as we get back. We’ll probably be on until we collapse in exhaustion again, as always!

I know that my journal post yesterday was a little dramatic, but I never imagined the reaction I’d get. My favorite caller told me it’s going to be his New Year’s resolution to stop calling me, I had lots of guys IM and email me who I hadn’t heard from in a LONG time, I had guys promise me that they would never disappear like that on me (really did make me feel better) and overall, I just got a very positive reaction.

I do feel better overall, it’s just something I’m going to have to learn how to deal with. Thank you ALL for your support. *kisses*

I’ll miss you all while I’m gone! Wish me TONS of fun!

Shout outs for 12-28: I got a great, early morning call from my tickle guy! My feet will never be the same! My sexy Seattle cock sucker called and fucked ME. What a change of pace! Awesome! I had missed my hot pool hall/bar owner guy so much lately! I’m so glad you called again. That call was just as hot as all the others. panty boy called twice! *kiss* what a pretty little WHORE for me! lol I got some Ubu lovin’ to tide me over through the weekend!.

Occupational hazards

December 28th, 2005

There are a few of them, I’m sure you all realize. I need to be careful that nut jobs don’t track me down and stalk me. I need to watch that I don’t become jaded about men in general when I get the 5th call in a row from a guy who tells me that his girlfriend has no idea he wants to get fucked in the ass by a huge cock (a cock that’s attached to a GUY). Or the 10th call from a guy who’s wearing his girlfriend’s panties, who again has no idea. lolÂ

I have to be careful that I don’t become complacent about my income and let it decline slowly because I’m not interacting enough with my callers. I have to be careful that I’m not BUGGING them with random emails about things and pissing them off. I have to watch who and when I tell what I do, because I’ll never really know what their reaction is going to be.

But when I came back to doing this in June, I wasn’t prepared for the most recent occupational hazard I’ve come across….the state of my emotional health. And let me clarify.

I’ve had quite a few good callers (and when I say “good”, I’m not only referring to amount of time or money spent on me, but whether I enjoy the calls), come up with girlfriends lately and stop calling. I weathered it ok when it was just one here or there…but it seems like lately if I start to like doing calls with a guy, he’ll inevitably get a girlfriend within a few weeks. So if you’re reading this and you’re single, feel free to call me and test my theory!

My fave caller of all time (sorry to offend any of you, but it’s true) just disappeared over a month ago. Stopped calling, stopping IM’ing. I had seen him online a couple of times and he hadn’t answered me when I tried to message him so I started thinking that he was mad at me for some reason. Yesterday he finally answered. He told me that his computer had been down so that’s why he hadn’t really been online and then told me that YEP, he has a girlfriend now.

My heart HURT. Yes, I know how ridiculous I’m being. Not like I’d made plans to go see him, not like I was in love with him….I really don’t know how to explain it. I AM happy for him. He’s a great guy and the girl he’s with is very lucky to have him. I’m just jealous!

And it’s not just him. I’ve had quite a few other guys just DISAPPEAR on me who were not only frequent callers but who had chatted with me VERY regularly, even daily. They’re just GONE.

I know some people (yes, I’m aware that other PSO’s read my journal)Â are probably reading this and saying, “So what? They don’t owe you anything!” I KNOW that. I can say to myself, “Who cares? Let them go on with their lives, they don’t owe me an explanation or even a goodbye.” But I don’t FEEL that.

So what’s my point? I have 2 of them. Most of the guys who leave and eventually come back and tell me that they’ve got a girlfriend and that’s why they’re not talking to me anymore say that they’ve continued to read my journal. So if you’re one of the guys who has totally dropped out of my life, but you’re still reading my journal, this is what I have to say to you. “I was a friend to you when you needed one. I think our relationship went beyond that of caller/PSO and I was hurt when you didn’t say goodbye. I feel like you didn’t really think of me as a person when you were able to just cut me off like that. Please at least let me know how you are and say goodbye if you don’t want to talk to me anymore.”

And secondly, if you are a current caller and think that you might be inclined to just disappear if you get a girlfriend, remember what I’ve said please and give me the respect of telling me what’s up. I can’t chat with you for 5 hours a day for 4 months and then not wonder what happened when you just stop coming online. I’m a real person.

Thanks for letting me get that off my chest. I’m sure I’ll feel completely fine soon. I hope you don’t all think I’m psycho! lol

Last night was slower than other recent nights, I think everyone is starting to go back to work. I’ll be on all night tonight, hope to talk to you soon!

Shout outs for 12-26 and 12-27: Had an hour long chit chat with my ex Navy guy. I’m not scared of your big cock….haha A great call with a guy who’s called a few times before who said “OMG, EVEN MORE AWESOME THAN USUAL!!!” Wow, there must have been something in my water that night! lol Sweetie whose name starts with “L”…our 6th call and it’s still hot! It still shocks me when you get hard core on me though after sounding so sweet during the “hello” heheh panty boy called again…getting sluttier every call and that was # 115! Oh wow, an AMAZING call with a guy from Boston who’d called me before a couple of times. He turned me on so bad I never wanted the call to end and he ended up having TWO orgasms. This is what he said in his feedback, how fucking cool! “Nikki is the first woman to ever get me to cum twice in one call” My sweetie that I share a cabin with finally called again. I had missed you a lot. You make me laugh so hard, I absolutely love it. Lawyer from Manhattan…how do our calls end up with such interesting and deep conversation? You pull my little pony tails and make me your princess and then we discuss why Christmas is on the 25th? I hope you have a WONDERFUL New Years, complete with girl kissing at midnight. A super hot new caller from San Diego who is a SURGEON has called me a few times in the past couple of days. Hot voice, great conversation, great sex! What more could I need? My new sissy pink panty boy called again too. Poor guy, his pee pee is so small, I’m surprised he can even find it!.

Recovering…

December 27th, 2005

Today I spent pretty much the whole day just taking calls. I hadn’t been signed on during the day in so long, I figured it was time to catch up with some of the regulars that call during the day.Â

I watched two movies, Miss Congeniality 2 (which I hated) and Crash (which I liked). I talked to Erin about our trip some more and it turns out that she thinks it would be a good idea if she came back up here with me from the lodge on Sunday and hung out for a day. We’ll DEFINITELY be doing some calls, so get all excited if you must!

It’s now been a week and a half that I’ve been so busy on the phones when I’ve been signed in that I barely have time to breathe between calls. At least 2 times a night, I get off a call only to have had an appt. made and another one come right through. Believe me, I’m not complaining and I hope that it stays like this for MONTHS to come!

 I’m about to pass out so I’ll do shout outs and then I’m collapsing into bed. Talk to you tomorrow!

I have a lot of guys ask where their shout outs are, so I’m gonna start putting the date that I’m shouting out for in the journal…that way you’ll know! SO many guys LOVE theirs…I don’t want you thinking that I forgot ya! Remember, the most common reason for lack of shout out is lack of feedback.

Shout outs for 12-25: Loser called again and gave me a nice chunk of change! YAY for losers! My shy one called after having given me $100 for Christmas. I’d missed you so much, hon. I’m glad we got to talk again. I’ll let you know how I spend it! I got some Christmas lovin’ from my Ubu! I love your lovin’ anytime, but on Christmas it was especially nice. Got a sweet call from a guy who hadn’t called me in about a month…a “simple blowjob” can be a fabulous thing, don’t ever forget it! Had another hot, nasty intense call from the guy who likes to fuck all my holes. Glad I could be of service! *wink*.

Ooh, I’m all Christmas’d out!

December 25th, 2005

PHEW! MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HO HO HO!!!!!!!!!Â

I had an absolutely fabulous day! I raked in the presents, the food, the cookies and now I need to go on a detox fast lol

For those of you who are curious, some of the things I received for Christmas from my family included a handheld Yahtzee game, a silver angel necklace, The Harry Potter version of “Scene It”, chocolates, a make-up bag set, 1 month of kick boxing classes (my mom actually called the studio where I take classes and pre-paid, how cool is THAT?), and some really pretty dish towels (mango and red, very cute), and a BUNCH of books. I got that book “The Historian” about vampires and 4 of that one series that I’m wanting to read.

I also got $100 yesterday from a caller and another Itunes gift certificate and I have other gifts en route from guys who didn’t get them in the mail fast enough to make it for Christmas. I still have a present from Erin to open too. Overall, it was a fabulous Christmas.

It’s been insane for calls again lately, seems like I sign on and immediately get call after call after call. AWESOME! I’ll be around this week fairly steadily, I’m not leaving for New Years with Erin until the 30th.

Shout outs: Got another great call from the guy who LOVES my voice. I can’t possibly complain about that. My awesome, sexy, funny, literate…um, what ele? finally called again. I love talking to you so much. Sorry we didn’t get to finish, you need to just slap me and say “Ok, woman, suck my dick now!” or else we’ll spend all night laughing. Why are guys from Boston so hot? Hmmm, I think I need to go there. Have to mention my newest panty boy sissy caller…how cute! I never knew such an amazing collection of sissy panties existed. My pink panty boy says, “I think that I’m definitely hooked for life!!!” and I can only say, “I hope so!” I tried desperately to get another nice big load of spooge…I’m such a good girl, begging for it like that..

It’s a pink panty pandemic!

December 24th, 2005

I got a call from my pink panty boy tonight (not the original panty boy I refer to in my journal, but the one whose NF user name IS pinkpantyboy) and it was HOT. Then the original panty boy comes online and I’m talking to both of them at the same time….we eventually start talking about how hot it would be to have a three way call….and then ANOTHER pink panty boy calls me!!Â

Then pink panty boy calls me AGAIN and panty boy #3 calls AGAIN as well! Seriously, it’s an epidemic. I’m gonna make a listing just for pink panty boys and see how many of them I can collect.

Now original panty boy is calling! That’ll be 5 pink panty boy calls in 2 hours!

I’m gonna try to have an orgy with them all…I think that would be so fun! To have them all kneeling for me in their little pink panties, sucking cock and rubbing themselves. VERY HOT!

When did I become such a pervert? lol.

Merry Christmas to Nikki….and to all of you!

December 24th, 2005

First of all, The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe was FANTASTIC. Really. Truly phenomenal. I’m so glad I went to see it in the theater. I might even go see it one more time before it leaves. I’d say it was on the same level as the Harry Potter movies, which is saying a lot.Â

Last night the LOSER called me at $5.00 a minute after I’d already had another hour long call, so I took the WHOLE DAY OFF! WOOHOO! I brushed my teeth, washed my face and got ready for bed while he whined about me taking all of his money…whatever! He inspired me to make a new listing, check it out (though I’m sure most of you will NOT be interested lol)

I woke up this morning to an Itunes gift certificate from my sweet Ubu! YAY! I love presents! Then I took some cookies over to my uncle’s house and played with my little cousins before heading out to do some final shopping. I didn’t get it ALL done, but close! YAY ME!

I came home late, probably didn’t even sign on til like 9 or 10 but my phone rang immediately and for the next 3 hours I had calls waiting every single time one was done. How awesome is that? It was a first for me. I’ve had guys make appointments before while I was on the line with someone else, but never so many times in a row. And one of the guys bought EVERY SET OF PICS that I have! BONUS! So even though I didn’t work at all today (other than taking LOSER’s call last night after midnight), I still just completed my 4th best sales day ever! ROCK ON!

So I might just take tomorrow off too. We’ll see how things go. We’re doing gift exchange with my uncle and his family tomorrow around 6 so I definitely won’t be on around that time of day, but I probably will be later at night.

Shout outs: Another great call from a guy who just wanted a “good, hard fuck”. Nice. Me too. My shy pro masturbator let me watch him on cam again! YES! I absolutely LOVE that. Thanks so much, I really feel special knowing. Had a guy call who thought it was high time I got married and had a baby! WHOA!.

Off to see The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe!

December 22nd, 2005

Finally! As I said before, I read these books when I was little. My seriously Christian Aunt gave them to me and it never crossed my mind to question them in that way. lol I’m excited, be back later!.

Christmas shopping brings out the CRAZIES, I guess.

December 22nd, 2005

So I was doing some final Christmas shopping with my sister today and we had to go to her bank. As we’re pulling out (I’m driving), there’s a guy 2 spaces down who’s backing out at the same time or just slightly after me. It’s angle parking and there’s no one in any of the spaces ahead of him, but apparently he thinks he needs to COMPLETELY back out of the space and almost runs into me. I start backing up even though he’s being retarded because he could just drive forward since there is NOTHING IN HIS WAY. Whatever.Â

Then he gets to the driveway where he should be pulling out and just SITS THERE and starts making out with some girl in the seat next to him! The drive- way was narrow so I couldn’t drive around him. After about 30 seconds, I honk. He flips me off! Ooh, my sister and I looked at each other like, “WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS GUY ON??” I honk again, this time really laying on it and he just flips me off again and starts kissing the chick.

So I roll down my window and start screaming like a banshee. I swear, I was NOT in the mood for some shit like this lol He rolls down his window and starts saying something, but I can’t really hear him so I jump out and start walking up to his car and finally he drives off. I thank God that I didn’t have a gun with me or you guys might have been waiting for my sister to post in my journal telling you all that I was awaiting trial for murder. hehehe

Other than that though, it was an awesome day. I am ALMOST done with my darn Christmas shopping. I swear, every year I tell myself that I’ll do it all online and I never do. I think it’s because I suck SO BAD at buying gifts that I have to just walk around a store and see something that I like. I still have my parents to buy for and my sister. I got all the little kids in the family covered and my aunt and uncle. I need to figure out what the heck to get Erin too! I did get a couple of tributes, but not enough to buy her the dildo. Maybe I should just bite the bullet and buy it.

I think tomorrow I’ll finally get around to making the cookies I promise everyone I would make. There’s been dough for chocolate crinkle cookies in the fridge since day before yesterday, I just haven’t baked them yet. BAD NIKKI!]

I just watched And I have to say that I was expecting it to be absolutely hilarious based on reviews I’d heard. It was funny, but not as funny as I’d thought it would be. I did hear a few lines I giggled uncontrollably at though! These lines were TOO funny.

1. Did you have a daiquiri tonight? (When the chick hurled on him in the car.)

2. Why you always tellin’ me to go fuck a goat, man?

3. How many pots have you smoken?

Now I’m gonna try to get some sleep. My sleep schedule has been super weird lately. Last night I stayed logged in all night and got woken up for long calls twice. Now THAT will fuck with ya. I hope to talk to some of you soon!

Shout outs: I got a call from a guy who was talking to me and jacking off while laying in bed next to his wife! Now THAT takes some balls! What a turn on! Such a contract in this next sentence….totally sweet guy from NC fucked my ass until I was BEGGING for his cum and I loved every minute of it. I got to masturbate for the guy who is locked in a chastity device again! I don’t understand it, don’t have to…he just wants me to get off and I’m happy to. Shower sex is ALWAYS more fun in fantasy than it is in real life, isn’t it? lol I got to tell my new friend about the army guy I gave it to awhile back….ah, the memories. Had a GREAT call with a new guy who calls from Japan and is a total LOSER. Why do losers like me so much? And this guy is a drunk loser, too. How weird! I made him take it up the butt. What?! It’s not like *I* was gonna fuck him! My shy professional masturbator is at it to Dallas Cowboys cheerleaders again…well, the one named Tiffany anyway. She’s a cutie! And then tonight to Elizabeth Berkely. He’s into the long curly hair look now. Pink panty boy was blue panty boy tonight….such a slut! And such a GOOD slut. Nice use of the tongue! Finally got another call from my funny, sweet, weird caller from TX! Darn that his gf is taking up so much of his time. Got a nice new caller from Boston tonight. How could I not love a guy who could lick me, let me lick him, fuck my pussy and ass all in the first call! YUM My neighbor had been watching me for quite some time…he knew I was teasing him. He finally came over to give me some of that hard cock. My generous WY friend called … that was so much fun. I was laying on the soft, cozy blanket he bought me and I fucked myself with the glass dildo that he bought me. I think he goes down in the hall of fame..

Toasty warm, thanks to my WY friend

December 20th, 2005

Look what I got in the mail! Well, not the chick, but the blankie! It feels SO SOFT and furry…I absolutely love it! I’ve got it on my lap as I type.Â

Today was kinda hectic, woke up late cause I was SO busy last night I stayed up until after 4 and then jumped out of bed and ran out to do some stuff. I took a couple of short calls before I went. Then I came home, played a couple of games with my sister and her friend, took a shower and here I am! It’s already 7 and I feel like I don’t know where the day went!

I am going to be on taking calls all night and then gone again ALL DAY tomorrow. Should be on at night though!

Btw, I definitely do not like going without panties. I accidentally didn’t wash any in a load of laundry I did so I didn’t have any to wear today when I went out and I just felt weird all day. lol

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